The theory of omnipotence

Why do i write. (Prologue)

I can't help the fact that I get overly dramatic at things that do not need to be dramatic. I think about things on nights that thoughts like I think do not need to be thought. I get that I'm convoluted and twisted but you'll understand sooner or later if you just stay with me. Most people have tragic stories of love and death. I have a tragic-ish story of the reasons I need to be thrown in a place where crazy people like me go.
The stories of love and destruction make me think of the fact that I don't have a story. Which is why I'm writing this. I'd like to think, just for a moment, that my story is like the others, one worth writing down.
So what is the exact purpose of me writing? I get into these moods where there is literally nothing else to do besides write. I write Intricate and convoluted sentences that once put together make no sense. Hopefully this story that is barely a story will help you understand how I feel on these nights. The reason it might take a long time to get this story out is because I only write on nights like these. I honestly hope that you enjoy my pathetic story about my pathetic life that isn't really worth living, but then again, why would you?
  I constantly suffer from "I don't care about myself" syndrome which a lot of people are baffled by since I seem to be the most easy going person on the outside. Honestly though, I try to care more about others than I do myself. Now I'm still selfish, i talk about myself a lot and feel sorry for myself a lot, even though I think I look like an elf. Every time I'm in a crisis, I couldn't care less about how much anybody else cares about me or anything else in the world. But there are a few that I care about more than anything else and that's what this story is all about.

If there is a morale to this story, it's that omnipotence is obviously not a thing that can be gained. Omnipotence isn't a thing seen clearly by the human race. The closest thing we can get to omnipotence is being powerful enough to limit yourself and believe that you are the closest to omnipotence.