Check Who You're Texting (L.T)

Chapter 29

Amber: at the airport

Louis: which check in u at?

Amber: Letter L, why?

Louis: Nothing much

Louis: look behind you

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Amber's POV

I turn around and see a cheeky smile plastered on a small man's face, otherwise known as Louis. I cover my mouth and then throw my arms around him.

"Oh my god!" I smile widely, hugging him tighter. "I thought you weren't gonna come?"

"Surprise!" He says, smiling widely as I finally let go of his throat when he practically chokes. "Thank you." He chuckles.

I squeal, attracting attention from people around us and of course attracting some fans. Crowding around us, approximately 20 people hand out pens and papers to get Louis' autograph.

I sigh, pulling him along with me after he finished with his fans. After we've finished with all the autographs and questions, we make our way to the customs gate.

Louis tries to follow me in, forgetting that he needs a boarding pass.

"Excuse me sir, have you no boarding pass?" The officer says to Louis and his face drops and gets out of the line, which I follow.

"Amber, what are you doing? You're going to miss your flight." He says, moving out of the way of other passengers.

"Louis, the flight can wait a minute." I sigh. "I need a proper goodbye."

He pulls me into a loose but comfortable hug and kisses my cheek. I smile and try and hold back my tears.

"Amber, don't worry about it, we can be the same as we were before. It's no big deal." He says and I pause for a second, leaving hardly any time to think.

"Not a big deal! Me leaving is not a big deal to you?! Louis, this is the biggest deal ever!" I yell, not realising how much of a drama queen I sound like.

"No! I mean like... we can still call and talk?" 

"It's not going to be the same Louis. It's gonna crash down like every other long distance relationship to exist!" At this point, I'm in tears but I can't fight them back. 

All the years of keeping these insecurities locked inside me are backfiring and breaking out right now but I can't control it.

"Come on! There's a first for everything! We can get through the problem." 

"No we can't. I can't do it. I can't live with my boyfriend on the other side of the world." I scream.

"So you're saying you don't want to my girlfriend anymore?" He says and I just about lose it.

How could he say that! I never said that. I just said I'd prefer not to live in a different country. I don't understand why he can't see that.

"No, I mean, I don't like you being so far away. Is it that hard to understand?"

"You're the one who doesn't understand. I can't quit my job to join you in New York. I've worked so hard for the place I am now." He pleads.

"Oh really? How come for the time that I've been your friend/girlfriend, I've never seen you go to work?" I yell at him and his mouth drops.

"Amber I worked my ass off for this album. I worked everyday for more than 10 hours a day..."

"Oh no you poor thing! You can't quit your job but you seem to be miserable working. What a poor child!" I tease him angrily and he takes a deep breath in.