my life is no longer the samenow that you aren't in it.
the nights are lonelier
without your tender words
keeping me up late.
the sunrise isn't as
spectacular as when
i saw it with you by my side.
the days seem to go on and on
now that i stand alone
in this treacherous world.
i feel the toxin from
the alcohol seep into my veins,
making me slowly forget about reality.
cocaine stains my chapped lips,
cigarettes turn my lungs into ashes and tar,
but the memory of you sticks in my mind.
i always awaken with the tears
that i cried myself to sleep
the night before.
life is unusual now that you
aren't part of it.
nothing feels right.
it feels as though i
played a piece of music incorrectly,
or i forgot how to breathe.
my existence doesn't seem to matter to me.
i don't care if i'm alive;
but yet, i am not tempted to feel death.
my mind is long gone, and yet
i still remember fragments of our time together.
before you died.
but even after my sanity has diminished,
i still think the world was better
when you were in it.
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When The World Had You
Novela Juvenilshe loves her, but death too was captivated by her beauty and stole her away from all those who could touch her. or a story where a girl suffers through days without her best friend by her side and learns how to live with the loss of her. told thro...