RiSiNg StAr

chapter 1

As i walked through the door i tried to walk as normaly as i could, beecause i'd learned from past expiriences that there was no use coming crying home about being beaten up with a brocken nose not even my own parents had given me any sympathy.

(FLASH BACK)

I was in a land of my own reading  my latest book so intensly that it had been to late to notice someone's foot stick out as i walked by. My body had gone flying down the hallway and as my face conected with the marble floor i heard a sickening crack before immence pain had brought tears to my eyes i felt a warm substance coming from my nose, i felt a per of hands reach out and grab me and throw me against the locker as if i was as light as a feather.I looked up as i slid down the lockers and meet cloudly  blue eyes that sent shivers down my spine, "if it isn't the little piece of shitty trash" jason said his voice  harsh and as cold as snow, he kicked me in the stomarc as i doubled up he and the rest of his gang started kicking me. I felt like screaming in pain as they walked away laughing  and soon everyone in the hallway had joined in laughing at me even a few people took out their phones taking pictures of me as i lay there struggling to breath. I same how had found the streangth to get up and as i walked out of school and on to the streets people i passed gave me looks of pity same looks of horror as they crossed the road to get away from me, i looked at  shop window and felt sick at what i saw a fat girl who looked half dead her black hair all over the place a pale dull ugly face which had blood on it. I guess i would have crossed the streat too if it had not been my reflection, as i had walked through the door my father had looked up and stared at me,

"what are you doing here you should be at school"

"it hurts dad please will you take me to a hospital" my voice cracked as i spoke, a look of disgust had setteled on his face his iciy blue eyes as hard as ice out of nowere he began laughing

"take you to a hospital you must be mental, you already eat most of the food in the house now you want me to spend more money  taking  you to the hospital why would i do that , you deserve all that pain you stupid no good usless excuse of a daughter"

he had yelled before leaving the room." I can look after my self " "i can look after my self" i wispered to myself to stop the tears i had climbed the stairs and gone in to the bathroom and filled the bath tube with hot water  then went and got same plasters since i wasn't going to the hospital and didn't want my nose to heal  badly i would have to fix it my self. I looked in the mirror then holding my breath i cracked my nose in to place the pain was so agonising  that i blacked out for a minute,i stuck on to plasters to hold my nose in place as it healed i took a dose of painkillers and striped i turned away from the mirror i didnt want to see my black and blue battered body as i slipt in to the hot water it felt like heaven as the water sothed and eased my painfull body.

(End of Flash Back) 

I went up the stairs to my tiny bedroom that could just about mange to fit in a single bed and a chest of draws. when James had moved out  they let Aimee have his from with was three times the size of mine and double the size of her old room , which they gave to Tom and they turned his old room n to a guest room.i had asked my other if i would have a bigger from ang she had said  " why should you get a bigger room you don't deserve one you lazy cow ". before flicking a blonde hair over her shoudler and walking away.