RiSiNg StAr

chapter 7

Soz it’s been a wile just school started and I had mountains of homework and to top it of ma laptop was broken L

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As I opened my eyes I found myself in complete darkness, I tried to sit up my body screamed with pain but I ignored it I was used to the pain. Looking at my watch I read 5:30 that ment everyone was still in bed I smiled at least that ment I could have a warm bath with no interference.

My muscles were acking as I made my way down the stairs it was now 8.00 everyone would be having breakfast  trying to make as little noise as I could I got out of the house and started walking to school. As I turned towards the school I saw Jason and his pack of goons waiting at the gates,

“Oh god no not today’s begged silently what I did in my past life what sin had I committed

“Oh gods please oh please” I begged

Just then my prayers were answered in the form of Camillia. She was standing by the gate waving to me a big grin on her face with that I summed up the courage to walk to the gates just as I was about to go in Jason come walking my way as I opened his mouth to speak Camillia grabbed my arm pulling me in to school as I turned to look at Jason he looked dazed speechless and could I have been mistaken but I thought I’d seen a hint of fear.

Being with Camillia felt great it was as if she was the sister I never had, she was in all me lessons and at lunch I even to her to my secret spot were once apon a time I used to sit staring at others wishing I were them but now it was different it was no longer my spot but our spot. With Camillia by my side school become more fun I hardly ever noticed Jason or Aimee and I was happy and for once my body was starting to clear the bruises were going. I’d started to smile more and for once I was happy.

It was Friday afternoon and Dad was at work, Mom was at the spa and Aimee had gone with her Tommy was at a sleepover and the maid had a day of. So I invited lia over my tummy was full of butterflies I’d never invited a friend over before,

Camillia p.o.v

Jordan’s house was big not as big as mine (I’m not braggingJ) it was in a nice quite neighbourhood, as I walked through the door I was hit will lots of pictures some family ones others of children what I noticed was that Jordan wasn’t in any of them at first I thought she was the little boy with his curly black hair and eyes as green as hers but Jay said she has a twin and a little brother.

I found it strange but I didn’t  say so as Jordan opened her bedroom door she blushed I looked in and I intently new why she was acting all nerves it was because this was not a room at all more like a closet you could just mange to fit a single bed and a small chest of draws but that was it there wasn’t even a window it was despicable how could she live like that this house was big and this was her room, excusing myself I snicked out to look at the rest of the rooms the first one I come to was a big room full of toys and there was a bunk bed  the room was a jungle theme and there was a desk near a book shelf the desk had a laptop and a lap and looks of colouring pencils and felts.

“I’m guessing this is her little brother’s room” I was shocked at how much bigger his room was moving down the hallway I came to another room as I opened it I was hit by the bright lights shielding my eyes I looked in to the room the walls were covered by pictures of a blonde haired blue eyed little girl who looked the a doll, the room was full of crowns, tiaras , and massive trophies and there was a whole line of sashes and ribbons most of them read little miss perfect  I realised that this were all from beauty pageants walking in to the room I open the closed which was full of colourful little dresses

With diamonds and glitter all over them what kind of family was this they could afford to dedicate a room to their daughter but stuff the other in a closet this was making me mad closing the door I opened another along the hall this room was massive and had a strong scent of perfume and everything was PINK!! There was a big princess bed  above the bed were the words Aimee in glitter and a dressing table full of makeup then there was another desk with a pink ipad and I laptop and a  bright pink iPod touch, above the desk was a flat screen 42” TV  there were hair curlers and straightnars all over the place everything  as chaotic there was even a walk in closet  now this was taking favourisoum to far my anger was boiling before I did could do any damage I decides to go back to Jordan oh she was so pitiful how could she live like this? As I walked back in to Jordan’s room I smiled to hide my anger; looking around again I noticed a little black box by the corner going over and picking it up.

“Hey what’s this” I asked

“Oh that’s just same of my pictures” she said smiling a little

Opening the box I found a bundle of pictures I started to look through them but in all the pictures there was a skinny little boy with wild jet black hair and shocking green eyes he looked so cute and a bit like a girl, he was alone in same pictures but in others he was with another boy with blond hair and blue eyes in others he was in a different sports uniforms either kicking a soccer ball or holding a baseball bat or a basketball or a hockey stick. he was smiling in all the pictures but same how as I looked further I would see loneyness in his eyes I was puzzled Jordan said they were pictures of her, and when it hit me this cute skinny little boy with short unravelling hair was Jordan it wasn’t a little boy but a little girl this made me wonder what had made her change in this photo’s she looked confident and a little wild. Looking up I spoke

“Hey Jay are you ever goner tell me what happen” I asked softly

“Sure I’ll tell there’s not much to it” she said looking at the ground

“well my older brother James was sick and my father has always wanted a boy so he would teach him things and show him off to his friends but my brother was always in hospital so when my father heard my mother was having twins a boy and a girl he was ecstatic he’d have a little girl to pamper and spoil and a little boy to play soccer with and teach him how to fight and when the time came about girls. The day before we were born my father filed out our birth certificated against the orders of the doctor and it just so happen that Aimee was born first which ment they had got the girl they were expecting then the boy was left the only shock was that the boy never come instead I did another little girl and my parents were devastated and they’ve been showing me how unwanted I was for the last 15 year, and that how I got the name Jordan as a reminder that I was ment to be a boy my birth certificated even says I’m a boy “she said laughing uneasily

“from the Moment I could walk I tried to make up for not being a boy by joining lots of sports clubs I was a real tomboy but most people thought I was a boy I’ve never really owned any girls cloths no one ever bought me any cloths I had to wear James hand me downs  James was the only one who ever cared I remember one sartaday afternoon James had just come out of hospital and I had a soccer much Mom and Dad hadn’t wanted to come instead they took Aimee on an outing and James had come all on his own half way through the game it had started to rain the sun was gone and I noticed James didn’t have a coat but he didn’t care as the rain dripped all over him he just kept cheering me on , even though we won the game in a way I lost that day because of the rain James ended up in hospital again and my father banned me from ever taking part in sports and from then on I would comfort myself my eating and that’s how I ended to like this at least now you know”

she said looking up at me as I looked in to her eyes I saw her pain the pain she tried to hide from me oh god I just wanted to strangle those demented people she calls parents I mean so what if they didn’t get a boy that didn’t mean they could take it out on an innocent baby oh god they better not ever show there hideous faces in front of me or I will Destroy them.