chapter 6

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We sat in her car in silence not the awkward kind of silence but the nice peaceful kind her car was a rouge red Chevrolet corvette, when i first saw it i had just stood there in “awe” not only was it amazing but it was fast. The speed the wind blowing against my face, it felt like i was free like i could do anything become anything i wanted to be, something I’ve never felt before.

Camellia stopped her car outside a private clinic and got out of the car, i followed her like a timid mouse. As we passed the reception the nurses hardly even looked at us but camellia seemed to know where she was going, we stopped outside a white door with Dr.J written in bold black letters. Camellia tapped the door three times before entering the room, which was white and large, there was an oak wood desk which held the latest laptop and fills the room had a feminine but hospital like atmosphere. A woman sat in a black chair behind the desk her masses of dark brown hair in a pony tail, she had on a pair of stylish glasses which made a big dour like eyes look bigger and rounder. She wore a white doctor’s coat.

“Hey Jovian I’ve got a patient for you” Camellia shouted

“You know one of these days you are going to make me deaf!”Said Jovian

She turned and smiled at me, her eyes bright “hey honey how I can help you?” she asked

“i-i-i” i muttered not knowing what to say

"She needs a full body check up” said camellia before leaving the room.

“What’s your name honey?”

“J-j-Jordan”i stammered

“What size?” she asked pointing to some hospital gowns; i looked down at the floor feeling a blush coming up.

“X-large”i whispered

She seemed to have heard me as she passed the gown to me her eyes shone with a hint of pity, she lead me in to the bathroom. It was small, white and clean as i stood naked in front of the mirror my eyes become glassy with unshed tears apart from my face my body was no longer milky white but blue and black i looked like i had just been run over by a truck 4 times but, life’s unfair isn’t it?

As we left the clinic i just wanted the ground to open up and swallow me as i remembered Jovian’s horrified look as she so my battered body and what was nice was that she didn’t mention it. Though she told me i could come to the clinic for free whenever i needed a doctor, anything for a friend of a family member she’d said.

That day me and Lia become great friends. After the clinic she’d driven us to a dinner we’d talked about ourselves hobby you know. She talked me about all the schools she’d been to and her passion for pranking. She had been expelled from her that school because she'd covered all the hall ways with oil and put feathers into the air vents before sneaking in to the security room with a box of pop corn and laughed her ass of as she watched students rolling around looking like chickens. She said she could still hear the cheerleader’s screams.

For the first time In my life I felt truly happy, when Lia looked at me It was not with pity or disgust but with genuine Interest, In just under an hour she’d had me laughing like a hyena she made me feel human again not that my brothers didn’t, It was just she was the first friend I’d made In a very long time.

She told me stories about her enormous crazy family she was Italian born and raised In America so it was not surprising that she had a big family. Her eyes shone bright as she had told about her family, her smile bigger after eating we had gone to the arcade and just messed around for a bit by the time I got home it was past six.

As I walked through the door the house was silent

“What time do you think this Is SLUT”my father’s voice boomed

“You think your special coming in to my house anytime you please” he sneered as if he were talking to dirt

“n-n-no” I stuttered

My eyes growing wide with fear as I watched him take of his belt. The only time he ever beat me with a belt was when no one was home which I’m guessing there was no one home right now. 

“somebody needs to teach you a lesson you filthy slut”he said before shoving me on to the floor with his big brutal hands, I closed my eyes preparing for the pain as I heard the sound of the belt being swung and It was soon replaces by the sound of leather clashing with  flesh. Gritting my teeth feeling burning pain as he swung the belt harder every struck becoming more painful than the last It become harder to keep by sobbing silent.

I opened my eyes taking a small glance at him I so a smug look on his face his mouth twisted In a cruel smile, he was enjoying my pain. As stars began to dance around I wondered if this time I was dead for real. Putting his belt back on satisfied by his work he looked down at me his Ice cold blue eyes filled with so much hatred,

“you stupid useless no good whore can’t even be sold as a prostitute, you know I tried to sell u to them just two weeks ago the money was good price too but just one look at your photo the guy laughed at me and said his hippopotamus will chase away my customers”.

My heart had skipped a beat as he’d mentioned the words sold and prostitute.

“But now I’ve come up with a better Idea why don’t you come work for your daddy sweetening up my client’s?” he said In a commanding tone before letting an evil laugh.

Why me I wondered did god hate? It seems my father was also having similar thought for as he open the door to leave he said;

“What did I ever do wrong, for god to curse me with such a shitty useless fat whore like you, I wish you’d never been born” he said with a voice so cold It sent chills down my spine.

I heard a bang as the door slammed shut and I laid there on the hard floor feeling more alone than ever the air smelt like burning flesh as I sniffed to stop tears flowing, anger roared in me, I was angry at myself so feeling sorry for myself for being so pitiful. As I tried to stand up my body cried in protest crawling up the stairs to the bathroom, I got in the shower and felt the pain lessen as I was blasted with hot heavenly water I wondered if my body would ever be clear of bruises, taking a couple of painkillers I crashed out in bed with the covers wrapped tightly around me

Dreaming was the only escape I had from reality, dreaming was my freedom.......

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