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this room smells like alcohol
the foreign kind that lingered on his lips
that night that i kissed him (by accident)
that night that he hurt me (by accident)
his arms, protective, in the worst way
his hands, rough, in the wrong place

this room smells like alcohol
(i should've never tried the foreign kind)
and my mouth is dry
my stomach is sick
I'm going to throw up
(try to think of me and not him)

i wish this room smelled like alcohol
(not the foreign kind)
the kind that lingered on the bottom
of your icepop from your fridge
and the way you wrinkled your nose
at the taste of old vodka

i wish you were here.

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