Mental

Gernal Entri #2

(tats my bestest frand Beanee)

So i am in te hed nurses office rite now n im scard. I nevr ben in truble. Beanee was sik so i was geting him medisin
he was cofing up blod al day butt i got in truble bi a hospitil payshent. i end up her.

Beanee waks out of the office and te hed nurse coms ot n tels me to go intoo te ofise.

i dont understand wat he sayed butt nect wek i start treatment

I dont noe wat te treatment is fore butt it iz too mak me smart.

Nect day

i fel aslep riting yestrday so i wil rite abot tooday. Beanee is stil sik n he wont stop screeming n tey tok him two te bocs.

no 1 evr wants too go two the bocs....

te bocs iz a wite rom with flufy wals to kep peple from kiling temselfs.

I want to kil myself..

butt i cant cuz Beanee neds me. he tryed to kil himslef butt i stoped him.

i waked in on him wih a rope arond his nek

I cant get tat out ov my hed
my bestest frand haging from te celing.....

how cod he hav goten te corage to jump?

I remember cuting him don te coler coming bak to hiz fac from te puple coler it was.

I hated him four atempting it he hated me fo safing him

butt know he jist cryes in his slep he thanks me
he luves me
I dont now wat I wold do wit out him....

I hop he dont dye beng tis sik.