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The dream -2

Then it occurred to her that maybe they were not compatible.. and hence lonely...
compatibility is a big word it may have a lot I in it but then eventually ends with y...
that means how much ever I am self-obsessed still at a point I would have to show my dedication towards you to make the compatibility work between us.
because in the end, it is i t y.. 
I to you...
She told him about her discovery and he was furious he accused her of loving someone else
and made a huge scene about it .. threw things around..slapped her hard across her face.
..yea slapped her.. she was shaken .scared.. couldn't move ..
He blamed her. Her beauty .. saying that she uses her beauty to seduce other guys so that she can continue her 'limited flirting' and made her believe that he was loyal.. 
Loyal loyal loyal.. big word again.. but meaning unknown...
Does loyalty mean to do anything without letting them? know 
Or does it mean that being honest behind the back as well as in front of the person..?
Crying.. broken..scared..she left his house..
On her way home.. she met a guy charming, handsome and all that good stuff
Perfect set hair..not a single one out of place..trimmed beard..yea a beard not a stuble.
He was mesmerizing..he seemed to be lost
He came up to me..and asked me for the address..

He asked for some address to which I showed him the direction and moved on .. only to be realising that he was heading to my boyfriend's house or maybe now ex-boyfriend's house..
I wondered how this prince charming was related to that ugly beast ... suddenly my love for him faded away in thin air..and things started to make sense..

We are not meant to be together because I was meant to be with this guy..
I decided to head home and sort matters with him later..I hailed an auto and asked him to take me home... on the way, I realized that due to the grand exit I had forgotten my bag at his place ...  now I was in a dilemma .. whether to go Back r not...I thought about it and then came to a decision that I would go back to his house to collect my bag and come soon...
I tried calling him up but his phone was out of reach..realising that this was not the 1 st time I was going to his house unannounced I asked the auto guy to take me back
Just collecting my bag wouldn't hurt much.. I decided to head towards his house..the whole way his slap n his harsh words kept playing and replay in my head..the way to his house seemed different today..maybe I was not in the usual state of mind which was happy n excited but I was in a dillema..the dilemma was whether it was seriously over..?? 

The thoughts of us being over brought a set of fresh tears in my eyes and I began to cry.
I reached his place the door was slightly ajar and I could hear laughter a girl's laughter asking someone not to be naughty
My brain realised what was happening We were over and he had moved on
But my heart couldn't accept the fact that the same guy who could do anything for my smile..was the reason for my tears...my sorrow..my hurt..my misery..

Just to give an admission of this fact in my heart I went further in and to my horror, I found my best friend and my boyfriend well ex-boyfriend engrossed in a deep passionate kiss..I could not control my emotions and run out of his house at top speed..I again ended up in front of the guy with the charming smile...
He still seems to be lost
Seeing me he gave a known Smile..
Similar to mine the one I gave him when I saw him coming
Suddenly I could hear something ringing vibrating and the ring increasing every minute..until it exploded like a bomb in my already sore head

I got up and sat with a sudden jolt to be realizing that all this was just a dream
I got down from my bed shutting the alarm off and nearly shitting in my pants seeing the time
it was 9 I had to b at college by 10 and my college was quite a ride from my place.
I quickly got ready and gulped down my breakfast..and dashed out my house.