A New Life

Chapter 7: Alone At Last!

*Jessie's/Yumi's POV*

(Nightmare)

I wake up and I look around, I notice I'm in my old room. Fear went through my whole body and I began to shake. I get out of bed and I heard screaming. I open my bedroom door and I began to walk down the hallway. I look into the living to see my mother and father fighting. I closed my eyes and I looked away. Next thing I knew I heard:

"You!"

My eyes snapped open and I looked towards the voice. My father was making his way over to me. I look on the ground to find my mother holding her swollen stomach, a puddle of blood forming underneath her. I ran to my mother, screaming:

"MOMMY!"

I ran beside her, scared for my mother and my baby sister. But, before I could get to them I was yanked back by the arm. Before I knew what was happening, I felt a horrible pain shoot up my arm. I look behind me and see my fathers angry eyes. He shoved me to the ground and he went back to my bleeding mother. He began to kick my mother's stomach. My mother looked at me and said:

"Run, baby girl, run!"

"NOOO!!" I screamed

(Nightmared ended)

"NOOO! MOM!!" I scream while jumping out of bed

"Jessie! Please, calm down! You're okay! You're safe!" I look over to see Castiel looking at me with worried eyes

I stared at him for a minute and the next thing I knew, I was in his arms hugging him. But, for some reason I didn't cry, I couldn't cry! I won't let myself! 5 minutes later I notice it's 6:58 am. I let go of my guardian and said:

"I need to go shower."

I get up from the bed and began to walk to the bathroom.

"It's okay to cry, you know."

I turn around and looked Castiel dead in the eyes.

"I can't cry. If I do, I'll be breaking a promise and I never break a promise, no matter what it takes."

I walk into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.

'It's you're fault! You were to weak and afraid to do something about it! Now look where we are! Nightmares! Saddest! Pain! Anger! And worst of all, Fear! You're absolutely pathetic! You can't do anything right by yourself! Do everyone a favor and kill yourself so, no one will have to be you're friend out of guilt anymore!'

I don't know what it was but, everytime I have a nightmare, a voice or an inner demon comes out and tell's me thing's I know that aren't true. I hate it so much. But, I can't get rid of it. After having a war with myself, I jump in the shower and after I quickly threw on this and left my hair down:

(Hair)