JessicaRose's pov:
I hear mum. I see mum. I just can't show how much I care. I'm trapped. I can't get out. I want to but I can't that über voice drives me mad. It stops and starts again randomly. I need to fight this but I just can't I can't fight. It's too strong
Cut. Do it more.
I don't want to but I feel the urge to cut. To slice. To hurt myself."Hey." I say as I walk downstairs. "Hi baby." Mum says. Cut again. "You want me to cut again?" I say out loud. "No hon I don't."
"I'm sorry the voice told me too"
Zoë walk in looking scared "voices?!?"
"I'm joking!"
She sighs with relief "they didn't say that." I laugh. Chuckling to myself. Don't do this to yourself. Stop it. I stop. Don't stop cut! I cut. Using the plastic fork. I snap it before hand. I always find away around there traps. "Stop it Hun!" Mum hugs me and I come back in to life. I realize what good I have here. What's the point in killing myself if my life was great. I'm free!!!! "I'm sorry mummy." I say my eyes prickle with tears. "I couldn't escape. I didn't mean it. I didn't!" Yes you did.
Tanya pov:
I hugged her. Her eyes sparkling life back into them.In that second I finally saw her happy. Then a switch clicked in her brain. "Get off me!" She yells her eyes dull once more. "I love you." "Well I don't love you!" She says storming off. I cry. It felt as if someone had just punched me in the chest. My little girl was gone... AGAIN!
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Jessica Rose -Janya Adopt (entering for wattys2016)
FanfictionHi I'm the kid you'd least expect to be adopted. No one really knows what happened to my parents they just showed up dead. The worst thing is I know how they died and why. And who killed them, I feel bad. They wanted to kill me but they took my pa...