I'm sorry the voices Joking. They didnt say that!

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JessicaRose's pov:
I hear mum. I see mum. I just can't show how much I care. I'm trapped. I can't get out. I want to but I can't that über voice drives me mad. It stops and starts again randomly. I need to fight this but I just can't I can't fight. It's too strong
Cut. Do it more.
I don't want to but I feel the urge to cut. To slice. To hurt myself.

"Hey." I say as I walk downstairs. "Hi baby." Mum says. Cut again. "You want me to cut again?" I say out loud. "No hon I don't."
"I'm sorry the voice told me too"
Zoë walk in looking scared "voices?!?"
"I'm joking!"
She sighs with relief "they didn't say that." I laugh. Chuckling to myself. Don't do this to yourself.  Stop it. I stop. Don't stop cut! I cut. Using the plastic fork. I snap it before hand. I always find away around there traps. "Stop it Hun!" Mum hugs me and I come back in to life. I realize what good I have here. What's the point in killing myself if my life was great. I'm free!!!! "I'm sorry mummy." I say my eyes prickle with tears. "I couldn't escape. I didn't mean it. I didn't!" Yes you did.
Tanya pov:
I hugged her. Her eyes sparkling life back into them.In that second I finally saw her happy. Then a switch clicked in her brain. "Get off me!" She yells her eyes dull once more. "I love you." "Well I don't love you!" She says storming off. I cry. It felt as if someone had just punched me in the chest. My little girl was gone... AGAIN!

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