Hawthorne Heights

Aden (Ch2)

   Chapter 2 (Aden)            

                 I still remember the memories of Alex; I cant stop thinking about her, Ever since i was ten years old. My parents moved me away from her, saying it was for my own good and because i had a new life. That was all they would tell me, until i found out.

                I'm finally turning 18 and its been 8 years since shes seen me. I am still keeping the promise i told Alex, even if i cant show myself to her and she cant see me. Its my job; I have to protect her from harm. My life has changed ever since i moved. I have learned my true fate to this world and Alex.

                So now I'm different, I am nothing like her anymore. I am a monster, even if i don't do bad things. Alex's parents chose me to watch over her until she grows older. They also told me that she is to marry someone else. The Hawthornes also informed me that they would be having a child, and this child is important to the world and to the fate of everyone. His name is Jamie and he is just like me, even when he gets older, he will be the same thing as me on the inside.

                Jamie is just turning 3 in a week, which means Jamie and her parents will be gone and Alex will be at the house alone for awhile. It will give me a chance to see her, and i will keep the promise i gave her, even if i get hurt.

                "MOMMY!" I leaned up fast, startled. Then remembering its probably Jamie, waking up in the middle of the night again. This would be the third night in a row that Alex had to get up at 4 in the morning to see what is wrong. I wish i could help her; change everything that's happened. Her parents had giving Jamie to her to take care of while they did all the work for the pack, which i rather not talk about.

                "Honey, whats wrong? did you have another nightmare?" Ales whispered tiredly, with worry in her voice. The sound of her voice hurt me physically, so i tuned those two out, looking at the window, noting the new moon. Seeing the beauty of its shape and color as it hung there in the sky. Knowing what the moon does to what i am, i tore my gaze away, not wanting to remember

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                I hate myself more than i can deal with, my body can never be cold again; never stay the same; and never touch the girl i love. She wont believe me if i told her what i am or even about her, what she is and what will happen later. If i told her; if she finds out; they said they would kill me or worse and i still would fight for her. I want her to know her own fate, destiny to this world and to me. She is not allowed to be with me, she was chosen for someone and i will stop it before it happens.