You say one thing and mean another. We can talk for hours to you all of a sudden forgeting I exist. How can you call yourself my friend if every time I need you, you are no where to be found. I loved you and still do but you are making me feel worthless. Depressed, unwanted and better off dead. Thank you because it's not like I felt that way before but I thought you should have changed that. You were supposed to be my hero but now you are just a faint memory.