As you said good bye to me with your last breath I sit there holding you cold body crying. I'd cry and cry and cry until there are no more tears and even then I'd hurt. All the memories of you and I replay in my mind over and over making me want to call you and tell you that I love you. But when I go to dial your number reality sets in and I realize I've lost my best friend and I couldn't stop it. What's the point of being there for them when you can't help with their pain. Even though you may not believe it you were and still are my happiness my light in the darkness and the reason I smile.....I'll never forget you.....I miss you....I love you
