AoT: Various Female x Male Reader

S2: A Difficult Decision

Readers POV:

Its so cold outside...

Why am i alive if the world alone is cruel?

Why did i have the chance to have a second life?

Am i really the (F/n) who used to be good before?

"U-Ummm.... (F/n) , sorry to bother but why are you out here?" Historia asked.

"..."

"Are you ok?" She asked again trying to get my attention...

(F/n)! Leave right now! My mind is shouting on me...!

So i did... I just ignored her and leaving her hanging in her own thoughts...

••• Few Months Later •••

"My dear king... Are you sure you really want to do this? Join the survey corps again and fight those monsters outside the wall?, And you becoming a second corporal?" Erwin said

"...., yes i would" i answered him truthfully

" if thats what you ask so... -" "Your not going (F/n)!" Historia cuts Erwin off

"..."

"(F/N)!!! WHY WONT YOU ANSWER MY QUESTIONS" she shouted in her top of her lungs trying to bust some answers from the mouth...

"..." "Historia... I dont want to do this anymore..." I answered

"Huh? What do you mean?" She was very confused

"..." " i must join back in the Survey Corps and follow my dreams... " I said

"WHA-" she started but i cut her off "cause i cant live in luxury.... This is not what i chose, its not my destiny..." Then i thrown my crown infront of her leaving it hanging infront of her feet while i walked off...

"Forgive me my Queen" Erwin said while he followed my back...

••• Erwins POV •••

What is going on? Why would he want himself to be killed again!? Does he really wants to die under my Command?

He is the King, but i must Protest NO! Its not right... I must obey him.... Is something going on on his mind? Is he becoming Mad a sudden?

Its hard to read his emotions... Hes just like Levi, WAIT! IS HE ?... Something must have happend back there that no one knows! Thats it! As a Commander i must find out what had happend to (F/N) before he was found struct in a tree! I MUST SAVE THE KING!