Discontinued

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So by the title, I'm guessing you already know what this is about. Yes, this along with my other books are being continued. Let me explain why I've come to this decision.

Over the year I've been in a new environment. The transition from homeschooling to public schooling was great. I've met new friends that I love dearly. One thing I've noticed is that I had barely enough time to do any leisure activities just to relieve stress from the studying and quizzes, etc., and when I did have time, I preferred to do something I felt would relieve stress, not cause more, such as writing. At that point, writing felt more like a nuisance than a delight. It felt like I needed to do it, unlike what I felt before, which was wanting to do it. 

I used to have passion for writing. I enjoyed waking up everyday and going straight to my laptop. I went on a break, and that extended for a couple of months. I convinced myself it was writer's block, and even convinced myself that it was just school getting in the way. I did say I'd continue writing during the summer, but now it's summer and writing this is the only time I actually opened Wattpad to write. I stopped convincing myself it's just writer's block and faced the truth: that I had absolutely no urge to continue writing these books. 

What brought me down was just plain laziness. Over the past year I opened up my old books just to check up on it and reply to some comments. Believe me when I say this, but despite my long hiatus, I still went in to check in on some comments and votes. The amount astounded me, and I wanted to say thank you to those who voted and commented. I see every single vote and comment, so if I don't reply, don't be discouraged. However, checking up on my books led me to reread them. I was shocked at how horrible my grammar, writing, etc. was. Me being a perfectionist and a grammar nazi didn't help at all. I felt like I needed to forget about those mistakes, and those people who point out spelling mistakes and grammar mistakes without saying anything else brought me down as well. "Ninja" "Shinobi" "It's Sharingan" "Rinnegan not Rennigan." Yes, I know I've made some mistakes. Back then I had proof read my material twice before publishing, so this is embarrassing to me to still find some errors. 

I got better over the year of course. *There's really nothing wrong with my grammar or spelling now. A person can change their habits in a short amount of time. I'm really grateful to those who help out with spelling and all that, but those who just leave a comment consisting of just the word and no message really irk me. Yes, you can help out with spelling and all that, and even math (because I apparently did some miscalculations on one of my books) but with nothing else? That's pretty harsh to me. It's like going up to a person in real life and pointing out their insecurities, with nothing said afterwords. 

Even so, I thank all of you. I love all of you. Thank you for putting up with my horrible spelling and grammar, along with horrible plot. It surprises me now that you all chose to read this book over the other popular ones. Well, you probably finished reading those XD So thank you for voting on my books. Than you for commenting. Thank you for giving me views. I am immensely sorry for discontinuing my books. Hopefully you all accept my decision. Also a note for you guys: Nothing here was meant to bash people. What I've said may be considered as harsh to some people, so just know that I didn't intend to make you feel bad. I'm simply using whatever was said as support. 

I am sad that this is ending without and ending, but I have no will to continue. Thanks for reading this, and thank you for understanding. And who knows, maybe I'll surprise you all with a new and improved fan fiction ;) So, this is probably the last you'll hear of me, but I will probably go in and check on wattpad once in a while. And yes, I'll be leaving these books on my account. 

And so, the time has come for me to say goodbye. Love you all! Peace :)

*I didn't proof read this message, so don't mind if it's incredibly ironic because there might be some spelling and grammar errors XD

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