This Could Be Us (Completed) (Chapters 36 And Up Not Properly Edited)

chapter 34 & 35 combined.

Kiki POV

I was nearly finished getting my hygiene done when I heard a knock on the door,

Aye you done? He asked

I'm almost done I need my other bag its downstairs can you get it? I asked

What are you wearing now then...

My bra and shorts

So get it yourself.

I...I....I'm too co-

Don't lie your bad at it just go get it I'll be in the other room its not like I haven't seen yo ass in less clothes before.

Thanks I said coming out the room to still see Vinny there.

Damn so that's what the tattoo is covering? How'd you even get such a big ass scar.? You only just started working here no?..

I quickly ran back into the other room. And slide down to the floor bawling and ruining my makeup.

Stupid ass marky and my dumbass mother I thought how could she even let him do this to me? I remember the day perfectly my mom took me outside when I was about thirteen and I was playing with one of the neighbors which also happened to be a boy my age marky got furious he hit my mother that day he became so jealous that I'd share what he had to top It off he was drunk so the rage he had echoed through out him he slammed his rum bottle on our coffee table making it break into a million pieces once he seen me in the corner I watched as he looked as if a brilliant idea had come to mind he picked up a piece of glass and called my mother to pin me down and once she did he took the glass and slashed it under my chest making sure it was deep enough to leave the mark and so if anyone ever wanted me it was his way of marking his property when he was done he ave me one last kick In the stomach as he said the words that only broke my heart into a million more pieces "just in case you think you won't be always and forever mine even when I'm gone it insures nobody gone want you"

Kiki?

Yeah Vinny? I said trying to sound as if I wasn't just crying.

Are you ok?

I'm fine I said putting on a tang top and leaving the room "see?"

See what? You look like you been crying.

Well I haven't i Look fine to me.

You do look sexy fine but that ain't the point I swear you didn't have the scar when you got your tattoo.

I did I put makeup over it when it was done.

Oh cool so where'd you get it from?

I don't want to talk about it.... is it really that noticeable?

No its not was it from your moms boyfriend? Or sum cause I know you ain't stupid enough to do that to yourself.

Why does it matter who its from? Its not like anybody's gonna see it.

That's what you thought before but I just did and I'm probably gonna be seeing a lot more of it so can you explain I don't have Time to stay playing games kimberly.

Why do you feel so obligated to know more about me than anyone else? I'm nothing special and neither is the bitch ass nigga who gave the scar to me they'll get there's soon enough and that's all that matters. I said getting irritated

Why do you feel so obligated to be alone? You literally pushing people who care bout your hard headed ass away.

Where was that "care"when I needed it most? Where was it? When i'd get raped almost every night? When I had to try and drown myself because I was afraid of what would come of me? When my mother the only person that should always be here for me would laugh in my face when he raped me or beat me? Where was it?

Why do you always bring up some shit that happened in the past that no one could do anything about? Yeah you have shit that went on in your life you werent one of the lucky ones but have you ever once thought that someone had it worst then you? Cause where I stand all I see is one selfish ass bitch yeah when you grew up no one gave a shit about you... but you have people now and you act as if you don't as if no one bends there back now to try and make you happy as if you have the weight of a thousand men on your shoulders.

And how do you except me to forget when you remind me of it every two seconds? I can't be worrying about other people when I dont have my shit together so for now Imma stick to the shit I'm doing now I'm gone only care for the four people I do now but thanks for the suggestion but my box is full.

You know I was wrong when I thought you weren't a ho you a different kind tho you a gold digger and its just a matter of time til you get back on those poles anyways. Tell me how Mo and Monae and rich can do all this shit for you and you can act as if you don't care for them?

You know what? Imma just leave I'm clearly unwanted here and its clear to you that "I don't care about you" or Mo,Monae or rich which I think is four people I was talking about that I card for but I'm not sure the only things ho's are good at are counting money and getting money nice chat tho I for real thought we would be good friends jokes on me.