Spiderman Imagines

spirits

Listen to: Spirits by The Strumbellas

I got guns in my head and they won't go

You and Peter were sitting on his bed, his Uncle Ben had just died. He wanted to be left alone...in silence, afraid he would hurt you with his anger and sadness.

Spirits in my head and they won't go

"I'm sorry." You were apologising for something you had no control over. Again, Peter didn't answer. You knew he didn't want to talk and you were afraid if you did, he would go ballistic, so you kept to yourself.

I been looking at the stars tonight
And I think oh, how I miss that bright sun

It was ironic honestly. There was only one star in the sky tonight. Peter liked to think it was Ben looking down on him, he felt that which was good, but deep down he really missed the man, although he didn't show it.

I'll be a dreamer 'til the day I die
But they say oh, how the good die young

Peter always wanted to be something, and since he's spiderman, he kinda is, he's a hero, which is the last thing he thought of being. Finally an abrupt crack of a cry filled the silent air. "Y/N, it's all my fault." You scooted over to him and put his weeping face in your hands, "Peter, you didn't cause this, okay? It was an idiot who thought it was nice to kill someone." You tried to comfort him. Ben always told Peter he could be anything in the world, and right now he was just thinking about it, Ben's words filling Peters mind.

But we're all strange
And maybe we don't wanna change

"Y/N thank you for putting up with me, you remind me of him." Peter half smiled and kissed your cheek, "I love you," he curled into your lap, his head in your legs.

I got guns in my head and they won't go
Spirits in my head and they won't go
I got guns in my head and they won't go
Spirits in my head and they won't go
But the gun still rattles
The gun still rattles, oh
I got guns in my head and they won't go
Spirits in my head and they won't go

I spent a lot of nights on the run
And I think oh, like I'm lost and can't be found

Before Peter met you he felt out of place, like no one wanted him or that he was a little loser. When he became spiderman he felt like his whole world was changed and then he met you, his partner in the field and soulmate, and his world was complete. Even though Ben was his "dad" and his role model, he felt that you were his best friend, his everything.

I'm just waiting for my day to come
And I think oh, I don't wanna let you down

Peter always looked out for you, no matter what. Peter reached out for your hand, "I'll never let you go."

Cause something inside has changed
And maybe we don't wanna stay the same

Peter was always a good guy, never killed anyone, not even those who deserved it. But today, you saw something in his eyes, rage. "Baby, promise me we will catch who did this and make them pay." He looked up at you, "Of course spider boy," you said, trying to make him smile, he did.

I got guns in my head and they won't go
Spirits in my head and they won't go
I got guns in my head and they won't go
Spirits in my head and they won't go
But the gun still rattles
The gun still rattles, oh
But the gun still rattles
The gun still rattles, oh

And I don't want a never ending life
I just want to be alive while I'm here

All Peter wanted was to be happy and seek vengeance for those who take from him. "If they ever get you, y/n, expect the whole world to be at my feet, seeking revenge for you." And with that you two curled up into bed and slept, "Goodnight my love." You caressed his face and kissed his cheek.

"Goodnight..."