My Happy Ending

Chapter 1

She regrets ever meeting him, they were meant to be a quick hook up, a fling nothing more... she didn't want to fall in love, in her mind she always thought she was never meant to fall in love that she was meant to be alone for life and simply have fun hooking up with boys... That she didn't deserve love after witnessing it before her very eyes love die. But now, she's crazy over him, simply can't live without him the thought of him leaving scares her, from the very beginning she knew something like this would happen secretly hoping that he could fix her... Her thoughts go wild as she grips the steering wheel of her black ford fusion regretting her decisions...

FOUR MONTHS BEFORE

I always love the first few days of college getting to see all the parents crying while they drop off their kids, also getting to see all the cute guys getting dropped off too, I'll be for sure hooking up with them soon. The only reason I'm here at NYU is because my dad wanted me to have a good future and 'bond' with my mother. Hah' lord knows I'll never talk to that woman let alone 'bond' with her, he's lucky that the only reason I got accepted into NYU was because she's the chancellor. I'm not stupid I know that the real reason he sent me here was so that he wouldn't have to deal with me anymore. I don't blame him.

"Fuck babe, I'm close," I hear moans coming from on top of me from Jake, I almost forgot that we were even hooking up. I start to moan to make it seem like I'm enjoying it while we both get off. He gets off from on top of me and starts to get dressed while I get dressed also. "Well that was nice," "Well yeah for the moment but, you can do better next time," and with that, he flips me off after putting on his shirt.

"You know, I'm the best you ever had," putting my shirt back on "Sure, keep telling yourself that," Of course he's good for the moment but, I've had better sex with other guys than with him. But, I'll take what I can get.

Jake is a 'friend'  well friends with benefits to be exact... This "friendship" isn't exclusive we get to fuck whoever we want and do whatever we want. Fine by me we hate each other most of the time anyway. People tell us shit about it but who cares, I'm bored and he's here so why not fuck to pass time and he doesn't stay for long after we're done seems perfect to me and for him too.

"Will you be at the party tonight?," I get up to put on my pants "I live here don't I?," Stupid "sorority" house I have to live in always having parties every night. But as long no one here bothers me I'm good I look back up from fixing my pants to see that Jake has left without me noticing about time he left.

I don't know why but I don't like having people in my room, for too long at least I like to be alone in my own space with no one to bother me. I made sure that everyone knows that and that they are never welcome to my room I always lock it and have the key with me anyway because I know how everyone is.

As I get up to lock my door I hear stumbling and people making out just to my surprise it ends up being my friend Kalyn hooking up with some random blonde guy. "Get a fucking room!" "Fuck off!!' they finally go to look for a room right before I go to get back into my room I see that Kalyn turns around to flip me off. I laughed and flipped her off back.

I go back to my room and lock the door and decided to get my favorite book "Everyday" and read it again I don't exactly know why I like it the storyline is just about some teenagers falling in love pretty basic stuff. "Fuck... Yes," fucking Kalyn "Shut the fuck up!" I hit the wall making sure they hear me.

Can't wait to be to get out of this hellhole one day