"Truly Rossome" Ross X Reader

Chapter 13 - "Greatfull"

Your P.O.V.

I crumble to the floor, tears streaming down my face like a waterfall. "NO!" I scream, my fists pounding the floor in sadness.

"Miss, I-"

"SHUT UP!" I yell at her, pointing a finger at her. "YOU COULD'VE SAVED HIM!! BUT YOU DIDN'T! YOU LET ROSS DIE"

"I'm so sorry ma'am, we tried everything-"

"NO YOU DIDN'T!" I get up slowly, the nurse helping me up, but I shrug her away once I get my crutches. "... You could've saved him. You little b****." Tears on my face, my face red, I walk out of the room.

My heart was broken in two.

All I could think about was Ross; his smiling face, his funny jokes, his kindness, his caring nature...

(FLASHBACK)

"Ross, you dum dum, the ice cream place is over THERE!" I said to Ross.

He laughs. "Whoops. Looks like Ross is stupid."

I playfully hit him on the shoulder, us both walking towards the ice cream stand. "Your not, but your still weird." He smiles at me, and I smile at him.

Right after we get ice cream, we saw a kid crying on a bench. Ross walked up to him and asked what's wrong.

"I-i can't find my mommy! A-and I dropped my ice cream." The kid points to the fallen ice cream by the ice cream stand.

Ross looked at him with caring eyes and handed him his Ice cream cone. "Here. Let's go find your mom."

They then held hands, and we three then found his mom, her very great full.

I then realized Ross was the most awesome (ROSSOME) person ever.

(End of flashback)

I storm down the hallway to my friends in the waiting room. I then tell them. All of them start crying and pound on the chairs. Everyone was full of grief.

This can't be real. I think. It can't be... But it is.

A month later, after my leg is all healed, I'm still drowning in sorrow for Ross.

I look in the mirror in the morning in my house, and what I see is sadness. My (h/c) hair was all messy, my (e/c) eyes were bloodshot, and my face was red and wet with tears.

Then, I had a flashback.

(Flashback)

It was 4 months before I moved into Washington. I was so bored, so I started to watch YouTube videos. I know I was a youtuber myself, but I had already did all of the videos for that day, so I started to watch Ross. I laughed and smiled at every single one of them.

At one point I paused the video and put my finger to the screen, touching the part where he was at. I sighed, wishing I could meet him one day.

(End of flashback)

I sighed and couldn't take it anymore. So, I wrote a note to my brother, and all of my friends at work.

Dear Sky/Friends,

If you see this, that means I'm dead. I'm gone. I couldn't take this anymore. Ross was my love and he died because of my doing.

...I won't let that happen again.

I won't let anyone else hurt you guys.

I love all of you.

And Adam- know I love you. And know I believe you are going to have a great life and career. Tell Alisa I love her and support her. Tell Mason his Auntie loves him from where she is.

...goodbye.

~(y/n)

I left the note on my bed. Then, I texted my brother Come to my house in 10.

But, I wouldn't see him in ten minutes.

I walked out the door, not bothering with taking off my pjs. I ignored the stares as I went closer and closer to the busy street.

"Goodbye." I whisper to myself, then run in the middle of the street.

A car tried to swerve and miss me, but they did not. They hit my right in the head.

... And I blacked out.

When I woke up, I was in the hospital bed and my leg was still hurt. Then, I realized it was all a dream.

"Miss? This isn't a sleeping area. Please go wait in the waiting room." A nurse says from in front of me.

I nod, realizing that Ross is still hurt. I frown, grabbing my crutches and standing up.

"Yeah, weirdo. This is MY bed to rest in, not yours." A familiar laugh whose in my ears.

My eyes water. "R-Ross?"

"It's me, (y/n)."

I look back at the bed and see a weak, recovering, smiling Ross. I let out a happy cry as I walk to him slowly. Then, I let go of my crutches and hug him so tightly.

Then, Ross hugs back and kisses me on the forehead.

He's alive. I think, happy tears running down my face. He's... Alive.

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-To Fangirls-

SEE! I MADE IT BETTER! ...don't kill meh plz... XD