Infatuation // Phan

Love

I was upset, yes.
But in reality I knew you were never mine.
I knew when you giggled at your phone it was because she was texting you.
You never told me you had a lover to my face, but I could feel it.
I knew the late nights you went out on the town were with her.
I knew the hours you spent afterward were because you were so drunk.
I knew.

🍭

The air was warm today. I woke up and ate cereal. Your cereal at that. I love when you look at me with that disappointed look.
I love responding with a guilty face.
I love laughing after the fact and I loved going and making sure you get food.
What can I say?

I love you.

So hey! Small chapters are sweet chapters so I am trying to be sweet.
I'm also trying to crush your soul.
Lmao jk jk.
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