Unknowing

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Dan unknowingly left the apartment door open.

(TW)

When he went into the bathroom he put his hand underneath the sink, grabbing a razor.

He took off his jeans, sitting in a criss-crossed position.
Staring down at his thighs, the mix of stretch marks and scars were terrifying.
He hated himself so very much at that moment.
He though to himself:
I made him leave.
He hated me.
I deserve to die.

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So he cut. He cut for the pain. He cut to punish himself.
He cut because he didn't want to live in a world without Phil.

As he passed out, Phil's plane landed and the door was pushed out.

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