KINDA IMPORTANT CHAPTER
The boys looked at me with confused faces.
"I'm the girl with Harry, we were 6, and that was the park at our neighborhood, we went there all the time." I smiled at the memories. But then I went back to reality, "He doesn't remember me, I don't know how, I've been with him for 12 years and he just forgot..." I looked down at my lap.
"Y/n Y/l/n...." Niall kept repeating. "
"Wait! You're Y/n Y/l/n!" He looked at me like a child opening presents on Christmas. I nodded my head, not sure exactly what he was going on about.
"Harry, he used to talk about you all the time when we first joined together as a band!" Niall said.
"H-he did? Then how did he-," Niall cut me off
"We don't really know what happened after that, he stopped talking about you and just started hooking up with girls, he even did drugs, his behavior continued until he fell in love with a girl," I shifted uncomfortably, not wanting to hear about him liking girls who aren't me.
"And he- wait, you...like him don't you?" Niall looked me in the eye.
"I-I did." I looked away from him, my feelings for Harry never left but I'm not sure I want to tell anyone.
"Wait, I heard him talking to some girl in the morning, he called her "babe"?" I asked, looking back to Niall.
"Yeah, well, let me continue. After that girl broke his heart he continued his behavior, acting like a dick, doing drugs, hooking up with girls every night while drinking, that girl you heard him talk to is probably just one of em'." He finished explaining. I nodded my head, still trying to process the information I'm given. I sighed then continued,
"I just don't get why he all of a sudden stopped talking to me...we were so close." A tear slipped my eye but I wiped it before anyone could see.
"Hey, don't blame him, it might have been management." I gave a confused look so he continued.
"They did the same thing with Liam, if you and Harry were talking everyday then management would consider you a distraction to his singing career, so they probably made him delete your number and never speak of you again." He finished. Why would they do such a thing?
"I told him my name, he should at least remember my name right?" I asked, getting a bit angry this time.
"As we said, he was on drugs and probably still is, he's not in the right mind now, maybe he just can't remember anything." Niall explained to me. I nodded my head, not wanting to say anything or I would probably break down crying. After a while I pulled myself together and continued our conversation.
"So what do we do?" I asked. Niall looked at me with a sad face and said,
"I don't know, he's never even here anymore, he's always in his room whenever we're on the tour bus but when we're out he's always at clubs, we never really get a chance to talk to him." He looked at me with a hopeless face. I then spoke,
"We'll figure out something, I have hope." Hearing that word come out of my lips reminds me of the time I had hope he'd still remember me. I chuckled to myself at how foolish in love I was.
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Hope (Harry Styles Completed AU)
Fiksi Penggemar"I'll never forget about you, I promise." He smiled at her. Those were the words that kept Y/n alive, gave her hope. Hope, that she was never completely forgotten, hope, that he still had a little piece of his heart reserved for her, his best friend.
