Well, it's been at least a week of living in my new crappy ass apartment in Baltimore. Things where going pretty okay, I completely moved in already granted I only had a few things.
I brought my old mattress on the back of my truck so I already had that and all I needed now was a couch. My apartment was a one room with a hallway leading to the bathroom and kitchen\living room. Small and rundown but still good.
Since I was basically the last of my family, my grandma's inheritance was left to me. I sold her house very quickly for way less than its worth, which gave me about 10,000 dollars for spare living because the house was small and i was in a rush to leave it, i took what I could get on it. She didn't have a car but I had my truck which worked well. I mostly donated all of her things, one of the saddest things to do since her passing, and the few pieces of furniture and accessories that where left, I sold on my shop and elsewhere leaving me with a total of nearly 20,000 dollars combined of money to get me back on my feet.
I found the cheapest apartment within the day I got here and the day after I was ready to move in. Since it was so small my rent was only 350 without electricity or water etc.,. I decided I needed to get Internet quick because my whole business was online and I mean netflix amiright?
So far everything was going okay I even got a call back at a job interview at Baltimore's local records cd and vinyl store, which is the only job I applied to that I really wanted. I have to come in today at 4, it's three thirty now.
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Its about 11 o'clock p.m.
What the fuck am I doing here? Why am I alive after all the grief I've seen why the fuck am I not doing anything with my life? What am I going to do after highschools over? Uni? No.
I'm not cut out for school, I'm not really cut out for anything.
Sleep
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AYYY, first update posted :] I dunno, I've had this saved in my drafts for ages thought it was for sure time to post it. I'll update if this gets any reads I guess also sorry about how short this update is, it'll get better if people read this, thanks m8
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When Have You Had Enough •Jalex•
De TodoAlex has become very tired of being depressed and is so sick of grieving so he leaves his old life and starts new that's when a strange boy comes rolling into his new life and makes it so different and it's all that Alex ever wanted he was happy unt...
