~~the older you are , the harder you fall~~
~~mariaa pov~~
i unlocked my phone because i had a text message , it was from my mom . " baby girl , i know that you and myaa do everything you can for me but ... ive found someone new and im happy and ... you have to take care of your younger brother . kawme (bigge) . i cant just , i cant take care of him anymore , i just wanna be loved , i want you , myaa , kawme , jay , rayn , layla , trey , craig , and his girlfriend to come to the wedding . i think -" i just closed the text and cried in me amd jays bed alone . why is my mom doing this to me ? i love her with everything in my heart . i laied there crying into my pillow . jay walked in and frowned . he laied beside me , wrapped his hands around me . " baby , whats wrong ?" he said , his lips were so close to my skin , some how it , it just confort me . " nothing baby ." i said wiping my tears . he sighed . he rubbed my legs , " baby you know i hate it when you say that , " he said to me with the most confortable voices ever . i truned to him , he pecked my lips softly . " just tell me whats wrong . " he said pulling me to him . " why does my mom not love me ? " i started busting tears " i mean i help in everyway , i do so much for her i " " baby , stop , your mom doesnt care . your mom always puts you down and makes you cry . i mean damn she lefted your 12 year old brother alone for two days , five days before his birthday . baby you guys dont need her you have me , myaa has roc , and bigge has me , roc , ray , prod all of us , i will protect you ." he explained . i mean i believe him but it kinda hard , he leaves everynight to go "make money" as he saids . " baby say something" he quitely spooke . i just looked down and lay my head down on his chest . honestly i just wanna sleep ....
~~end of pov~~
✈two days later✈
~~ jay pov ~~ .
i paced back in forth in my room waiting for mariaa to wake up , ive been waiting for two days straight , im getting worried . she moved around , i looked over , she opened her eyes alittle and went BACK to sleep . ughh i went to trey and myaa room " man , did mini me wake up yet ?" trey said looking up at me . i shook my head no . he sighed . i walked back into my room and saw mariaa sitting up , she had her long brown hair into and messy ponytail , she had on one of my hoodies , it was way to big for her . so the sleeves went over her hands . she looked up up at me "sorry i got cold" she said in the cutest sleepy voice ever . i laughed , " its okay baby " i said walking to her . she smiled . " baby can i ask you something ?" i asked , she nodded "umm , umm , baby i want to start a family ." i mumbled , " huh ?" she said rubbing her face with the sleeves
