gangster lovin .
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"mama always told me ."
~~jay pov~~
i pulled my hoodie off of her to find a baby bump ? "mariaa explain this " i said , she rolled her eyes "explain what jacob" , o my goodness she knows that i hate when people say my whole name , i tried to keep my cool , cause i love this girl . " the baby bump , that " i told her pointing at her stomach . " jay , i was gonna tell you but you had to have your little hoe come along . " she semi yelled , walking to the bed sitting down facing away from me . " how come you didnt tell me when you found out that you were pregant " i asked facing her twords me . " because jay for one I was scared and i wasnt even allowed to be with you . " mariaa yelled at me . what ? what do you mean wasnt gonna be with me . i sat down beside her as she looked at me . " momma said that guys like you are just gonna hurt me , she said "maria , baby why do you go out with that boy ? he just gonna break your heart . " so i believed it , but then you came to my house with the most beautiful decae of flowers and you treated me like you wanted to be with me. so I sneaked around to be with you. And one night after I got back from our date I started to take a shower and i looked down and saw a baby bump . i couldnt tell my momma , i was too scared to tell you , so i just hid it. No one knows but Maci " maria explained . " baby , i will never break your heart . " i told her " but you already did ! you already did , you fucked that girl and now you have a baby with her. Once again I'm stupid as always. Just leave me alone " she said getting up and walking out . what am i gonna do i cant just leave her alone for a little while ... im in love with her . ... "mariaa baaby " I said running after her "listen to me I will never hurt you, I love you soo much, if that is my baby, I want you and me to raise it like how were gonna raise our baby, please don't leave me I love you " I said with tear rushing down my face, my knees hit the ground as I kissed her swelling stomach . she rubed her hands through my fro. "I love you to , I just don't want to get hurt " she said looking in my eyes "you wont baby I promise. " I said coming up to my feet, I cupped my hands around her beautiful face and kissed her. don't think ima punk, I'm just a punk for maria, I really love her. unlike most guys ima treat mine right. she pulled away "no don't think you got off" she pushed me. i sighed "baby come on I said I'm sorry" I said she shook her head and walked away.
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~layla pov~
i kept pacing back and fourth waiting for ray to walk in " heey babe " ray said hugging from behind , kissing my neck . " baby , we need to talk " i sighed . he gave a puzzled look . " ray i wanna go to new york . for school ." i said he looked at me with sadness "wwhy ?" " because ray I want be something other then the girl who works a starbucks I want to have money of my own and be somebody. " I said sitting beside him " so can't you go to school here where your not so far from me and our fam. " he said getting pissed off "babe you don't think I tried , I don't have the money to go here. " i said " oh oh oh but you have the money to go to new york? you know what just go since you don't want to be here with me, I hope you have fun, call me when you come back " he said walking off, leaving me here crying to my self by myself. I love him, but I would love to go to new york and go to school. what do I do? mama always told me to follow my heart...
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tbccc ...
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