In Love With A Fan (A Bahja Love Story)

Life Or Death?

Bahja's POV:

It was silent for a whole 2 minutes and I had to catch myself before I punched the shit out of Bre so I looked at her and repeated myself again.

Me: Tell me! Bre please? *I started crying*

Bre: I don't know Bahja! I don't know!

Me: *grabs you* Bre you know something!!!!! You do!

Shamra: Calm down Bahja *pulls you*

Me: My girlfriend might be dead and all you say is I don't know!

Bre: I'm sorry!

Me: No I'm sorry that I have to bring a bitch down! *starts swinging*

*Shamra and Uncle Tip grab me*

Lolo: Bahja calm down dang! Imma hit you!

Bre: *punches Bahja* Bahja snap out of it!

Me: I got a shotgun ready for your ass so shut up! *breaks down*

*The doctor comes out*

The doctor: Are you all the family of Zonnique Pullins and Raquel Brown?

*Everyone nods*

The doctor: I just wanted to say that everyone's okay but Zonnique has a broken leg and Raquel has um...

Me: has what? *looks at you*

The Doctor: A broken wrist,her leg is broken. She also has a few cuts and bruises..

Me: Thank god! Is it cool for us to see them?

The doctor: Yeah!

Me: *walks inside and looks at Rocky* Rocky!!! *cries* I need your ass to be okay...

Rocky: *looks at Bahja and whispers* I'm sorry bae.. I didn't mean what I did

Me: I didn't mean what I said to you. I'm sorry about this.

Rocky: Bahja all I want to do is get my ass out of this damn hospital. Is Zonnique okay?

Me: Yeah...

Rocky: I tried to save Zonnique.. I grabbed the wheel and swerved. It was horrible.. *cries*

Me: Don't cry.. *shushes you* Please don't cry.

Rocky: I'm so sorry about everything! Can I go home?

Me: Well yes but you need rest!

Rocky: Alright.. Fine. I shall do that..

Me: *kisses you*

{Later on that day}

My mom was ignoring me because of the episode I had at the hospital. Truth is after everything I feel like me and Rocky should take a break... I mean I want to let everything pass by because I screwed things up... I hated what I did to her. But I couldn't tell my mom what I was feeling but I was going to anyways.

Me: Mom.. I need to get some stuff off of my chest..

Shamra: Yes?

Me: I think I'm gonna take a break with Rocky...

Shamra: Why do you say that?

Me: Because I was a bitch and Zonnique will probably make a better girlfriend to her instead of me...

Shamra: What did you do?

Me: I told Rocky to leave and she left with Zonnique probably so they could have sex with each other... I wanna kill myself because of this...

Shamra: I understand.. I mean Rocky was crazy in love with you but Zonnique must've done something to you...

Me: I'm just gonna break up with her and let her and Zonnique enjoy life.

I texted Rocky and I told her what I had to say. 

"Dear Roc, I know the whole thing we had was a good thing but I feel like it's better if we see other people. I hope you understand and all of that but I feel like we weren't mean't for each other - Bee"

So you guys realize thats all Rocky needs but I mean she's gonna realize that Zonnique isn't gonna be as good to her as Bahja was. Did Rocky use Bahja? Or did she fall under Zonnique's spell?  Bahja might as well move on for a little while and let's just see if Rock comes running back to Bahja..