Chapter 8.

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Yesterday.. yesterday was bad.. I woke up this morning thinking and almost hoping it was all just a dream, but I knew better than that cause of the constant pain in my muscles from Changing.

Since Harry came home with Le'anne, not even caring to look in my direction, I had been locked up in my room. Letting no one in, not eating, and practically becoming a living corpse. I figured it was better than seeing my mate falling back in love with someone I hate, right? Right.

I was pulled from my thoughts from a soft knock on my bedroom door, that I didn't even bother to acknowledge.

"Amber.. you have to come out sometime.. You can't just stay locked up in here shutting yourself out from everyone.. We care about you to..." I heard Zayn say.

I let out a huff and rolled over to face the floor length window, looking out at the dark clouded sky of London. I pulled the blankets over my head as I felt tears form in my eyes, the feeling almost welcoming but I didn't dare let them fall.

"We love you, Amber.. Just know that okay.." I heard again, this time breaking at the end as I heard soft footstep walking down the hall. When I could no longer hear the footsteps, I sat up right taking a deep breath looking towards the window. I got up, slipping a hoodie over my head and putting sweat pants on. I threw my hair up in a high pony tail and slipped my shoes on, walking over to the window, opening it and staring at the ground below, taking a deep breath i allowed my self to jump from the window landing on the ground with a soft thud. Normally I wouldn't think of doing jumping from a window 2 floors above the ground, but with my wolf form taking over I gained bravery.

I glanced up to the window, making sure nobody saw me jump before taking off in a full sprint into the woods surrounding Harry's mansion. When I got to the snow clearing that I now knew all to well, I allowed my self to Change into my wolf form, taking in all sounds and smells around me. I walked through the woods, letting my thoughts take over me as I breathed in the strong scent of pine and mist.

I stopped in my tracks as I heard a low howl coming from a few feet away from me. My ears turning in the direction of the sound, my feet slowly padding throughout the snow that covered the ground. I breathed in trying to figure out if I knew the wolfs scent. My ears perked up as I finally recognized the smell, allowing my feet to take off in a sprint as I neared the wolf. I stopped in the clearing, seeing the grey wolf I had come to love.

"Zayn.." I said in my head.

I saw his head turn towards me, his golden eyes growing wide at the sight of me.

"Amber! Oh my god! What are you doing out here!?" He said in a rushed thought.

"Only way I can let myself go. I had to get out of the house, I don't think I could stand being in the same house as Harry much longer.." I thought. He ran up to me, wrapping his head around my neck, bring his paw to wrest on my shoulder, in a caring gesture.

"We're all so worried about you.. But I'm so glad your okay!" He said quietly, my body slowly relaxing as he stepped back looking into my eyes. His golden ones filled with so much pain and worry.

"Where's everybody else" I said looking around, ears turning in every direction trying to pick up a sound.

"Hunting. They need it. Le'anne is really getting all of our nerves." He said looking at the ground.

I let out a huff of air, rolling my eyes.

"Figures." I said, causing him to let out a small bark.

My head turned in the direction of the woods as I heard someone clear their throat, seeing Emily standing there, looking at us, well more me, with her teeth bared and red eyes. Zayn stepped in front of me, letting out a growl, causing Emily to stand straight, her eyes fading back to their original color.

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