panic attack

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Andy's POV
When Blake left me to wake up I just sat their thinking about last nights nightmare. I can't lose Cam. I shook my head I couldn't think about that stuff. Tonight they have a show and I am going to stay backstage. I check my phone and I see that Cam posted a picture of Blake and I sleeping! I read through the comments because I didn't want the supporters finding out yet. And i guess they know now. I read through the comments and yes they all were hate expect the ones about Blake. I started to tear up but I couldn't let the boys see me crying again. Plus they have their own thing to worry about. I shut my phone off and go to my suitcase and pull out my outfit. My outfit consist of a gray beanie, black Nike leggings, a gray sweater that says nothing. (outfit above). I put my boots on and I put my hair in a messy bun and sat on the couch. I was comfy but cam said it was hot outside. Like always I say I am fine. I am not fine. I want to tell him and Blake that but I can't. I don't want to put all of my crap onto them it doesn't seem right. I know people say talk about your feelings you'll feel better and don't keep it all bottled up. I quickly snap out of my thoughts. Cam and everyone else is in the room including Blake and it's time to go. We are going to walk. I grab my phone and the room key. I head out the door with my hand interlocked with Blake's. When I am with Blake i am so happy. We walk onto the sidewalk and began to walk. Cam was right it was hot.

Blake's POV
Andy and I interlocked hands and went out the door. She was dressed in hot clothing and she might start to get really hot. But we have about 5 more minutes until we get to the mall. There was a group of about 100 girls starting to scream and run towards us. Oh crap Andy has never been in a fan situation.
"Um.... cam we might have a problem" I point in the direction of the girls rushing towards us.
"Great let's get this over with." He says
Don't get us wrong we love the fans they are the reason we are here but we are just worried about Andy. I squeeze Andys hand and she does it back but the squeeze that she does back she doesn't let go. I now she is scarred. The girls are now around us. I take pictures with than and sign things and I look back to make sure that Andy is still there and I don't see her. Our hands are no longer touching. I couldn't see her!

Andy's POV
The girls crowded around Blake and I. I am claustrophobic and the girls were really loud. I hold Blake's hand and squeeze but when we took a picture a girl pulls me to the ground and kicks me. When she kicks me in the stomach I wasn't sure it was on purpose or accident. And our hands are no longer touching I try to get up but I can't get out of the crowd. Someone picks me up. I knew who ever picked me up wasn't Blake because he was with fans. I look back and see Arron picking me up and taking me away from the crowed. He takes me so we are next to the mall and that's when the tears come an I have a panic attack.

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