Cameron Dallas Little Sister

"Dont blame yourself"

Andy's POV
I get out of Blake's bed and walk over to the group of boys. I sit on Cams lap and I hold Blake's hand.
"How long have you been getting hate?" Cam says out of nowhere.
I tilt my head down "sice last year" I say
"Why didn't you say anything" Blake asks
"Because it wasn't your guys fault or problem and I thought I could handle it. And that's not even the worst part" I wispher the last part.
"We could have helped you" Cam says
"Cam I know but I didn't want to put that on you guys. I thought I could have dealt with it but I couldn't. Cam I have panic and anxiety attacks, I have nightmares and I struggle with depression, i don't really eat because I think i am fat. I hate closed spaces and I used to cut but i barely do it anymore." I say with tears in my eyes. I get up from his lap and I release Blake's hand. I walk out the door and grab Blake's sweatshirt. Tears rolling down my face I went towards the roof. I get to the roof and I sit on the gravel. I hugged my knees and cried. I regretted everything not telling them what I was going through. And the one thing I didn't tell them was that I blame me for mom and dad's death.

Cam's POV
She heads out the door. I never knew she had to go through all this. Tears formed in my eyes but they never came out. I felt bad but i don't know why. We all sit here for a minute.
"Hunter will you go talk to her?"
"Yeah" he says and walks out the door. It was 12:45 and tonight was the last show here and we are staying here for 3 more days then we are all heading back to my house till the next shows. All the boys are coming to my house because it is just easier and they agreed to it. So I am like why not.

Hunter's POV
I run out the door and I go to the roof because thats where I would go. I get to the roof and I see Andy crying and hugging her knees and I feel bad. I walk over to her and hug her.
"Are you okay"
"I will be. I just don't know what to do" she says
"About what"
"The hate." She says
"You have to let us know what's going on and we will help"
"Okay. Is it my fault that my parents died?" she asks. I knew that she was blaming herself.
"No of course not not at all" I hugged her and she calmed down. We got up and I was behind her and we went to the hotel. We walked through the door. Before I left to go into my room she turned around and gave me a hug and said thank you.
"Anytime you need to talk or need someone I am here for you" I say and she nodds.

Andy's POV
I felt much better. I went over to Cam and gave him a hug. He rubbed my back.
"I love you" I say
"Love you too" he says and kisses the top of my head. After cam and i release each other i go over to Blake on his bed and I hug him. He also rubs my back and I snuggle close to him. He kisses my head.
"Do you want your sweatshirt back" I ask
"You keep it" he responds. I giggle. And before I knew it I was asleep.

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