Winced

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Andy's POV
After waiting what felt like forever all of the boys were ready to go. We have decided to take Cams car and my car ( I know I am 15 but I have my learning permit) we all fit in the cars. Blake, Kayla, Hunter and Brandon all is riding in my car in have a small car but it's mine and I like it. (Above is Andy's car)On the other hand cam has a bigger car. Arron,Taylor,Johnny,and Jacob all rode with him. I backed out of the drive way and we started to ride down the rode. I kept looking at Kayla and Hunter in the mirror they kept smiling and laughing and I looked at Brandon and I saw how uncomfortable he was. I laughed a little and smiled. We get to the mall and we have had to go to all of the stores because when we got there it was 3:30 and now it's eight. I got some new clothes and shoes. Kayla got some snapbacks and she got shorts and ripped jeans. Cam got shoes same with Blake and Hunter. Brandon, Johnny and Jacob all went to get coffee. Taylor and Aaron got some shoes and shirts. So at the end of the day we had all got something. We walk out of the mall and went to the cars. I opened my trunk of my car and everyone handed all of their stuff to me and I stuffed it in the trunk. I shut the gray trunk and got in the driver side of the car. I turn the ignition on and got some air going even though it's eight at night it's still pretty warm. I pull out of the parking lot onto the road which was pretty much empty. I look in my review mirror and see Hunter and Kayla kissing.
"Hey love birds" they look at me. "yeah you guys none of that stuff in my car" I say. We all laugh. When we get home I had already had ordered Chinese for dinner. I go and put my new clothing in my closet. And Kayla comes with me.
"So you and Hunter?" I ask
"Yeah" she says blushing
I walk over to her and hug her and say good luck. And laugh. We head downstairs and wait for the food to come. I heard the doorbell ring. I opened the door to reveal our food. I gave the person the money and sat the warm food on the table. I knew everyones order so I put it out on the table. Blake comes down and comes and helps. "Thank you"I say and we kiss.
I laugh and smile. I finally got to my food. I open my food and I only got noddles because I don't really eat much. Blake sat by me. The boys were up here too and of course Kayla and Hunter were kissing. I faked gagged and they looked at me. They laugh and so does everyone else. One of my favorite things about Kayla is that she always laughs at anything I say or do. When I was done I threw my container my food was in the garbage. Blake finishes shortly after me. It's now 9 and I checked my phone when I was upstairs. I saw Instagram. Everything gat was on my photos was hate.
"Your so fat... that's unhealthy"
"What the hell does she think that makeup could cover up her ugly ass face"
"If you loose some hundred pounds maybe Blake will actually care about you"
All of those got to me. I went to my bathroom and locked the door. I lifted up my shirt and i grab the fat thats on my stomach. Tears form in my eyes. They slide down my face. I go through the drawers until I found my old blade. I sit against the door and I slice my wrist. I was 7 months clean and i just ruined everything. I cut about four times and someone was knocking on the door.
"One minute" I say sniffing
"Okay" it was Hunter
Oh no
I cleaned everything up and cleaned the blood off my wrists and wrapped them up and put my long sleeve sweater on and walked out of the bathroom. Hunter looks me in the eyes and I could tell that he knew I was crying. When he asked what's wrong that's when I just lost it. I fell to my knees and cried. He kneeled down by me and took my wrist and I winced in pain. He looks down and back at me and is shocked.

Authors note: hope you guys like it. Sorry if this is triggering please don't read if so. Comment if you think I should put a warning when triggering things will occur. Don't forget to comment and vote. Love all of you guys!!!!

Word count: 826

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