CATFISH

chapter ° 9

"knowing now that we are spirit incarnated on earth to discover our true Self through our physical form, and knowing that Spirit does not die, then we can understand that death is nothing to fear because it is then really only a transition and a 'return to home', then how we live our lives here and how we think about ourselves and our life can be liberating and empowering. If you were to die tomorrow, can you say that you lived a full life and that you impacted positively on the lives of those around you? Would there be any regrets of things left unsaid or undone?"
-Some thoughts kept her mind busy for the last days .

Rebecca and Jake had a deal , that if she help him to seek forgiveness from those whom he had hurt before . He will leave her and Lindsey alone .

Secretly she didn't really want him to leave . But .... nothing else to do .

He gave her the family names of his victims and took her to their houses one by one .

Jake had many satisfying reasons to kill them , it may be something good that he did .

One of them was a drunk punk , he caught him trying to rape a young girl , he were a stupid pedophile and he definitely deserved to be killed .

The other was a criminal and they had fight , both of them were trying to survive, but Jake is the one who did survived .

And all of the others actually deserved it .
Jake was the human form of Robin hood , that was another reason for Rebecca to fall in love with him .

" and we're done . Now I guess , you can rest in peace Jake , " said Rebecca.

" I guess so too , thank you Becky , and I hope you forgive me too , for all of the shits that I've done and that I'll do ."

" Not at all , .. hey ! What do you mean by Will do , you better let Lindsey or I'll start blogging about how to make a ghost feels stabs. "

" Don't worry about Lindsey, she's probably waking up now . "

" that what kind of shit are you gonna do ? ".

" I'll haunt you forforever Becky . I'll haunt you . "

" Oh come on are you serious? "

" Dead serious "
" I love you Becky , I've never lied about my feelings ... I should've done what I've done just because I was obliged to .. , I've never meant to scare you or her or anyone else , I was the most desperate spirit ever . And I needed someone to listen, and you was there for me , you helped me a lot, more than you think you did . "

"And I can tell you that I'll be glad If you do Jake , I don't want you to leave . "

"That's it then , we're gonna be together till you die and find me. "

" and how are we going to be ? "

"You will carry me in your heart ,wherever you go , I'll be with you , I'll be a peace of your soul . Your guardian soul . "

" Awwn >< this is too much to deal with, but , yes please . "

" the sky turned out into a dark gray & foggy , that no one could see clearly , and then a cold wind stroked her skin. She couldn't breath in a while she felt like some atoms getting into her body .
Now Jake is literally a part of her soul . And she has no problems with that .
She is actually excited to die . Sounds crazy but yes ! It's love .