problems - egobang

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ninjabrian joined

ninjabrian: hello

ninjabrian: anyone there?

ninjabrian: guess not

ninjabrian: why did I do it?

ninjabrian: I'm insane, I'm talking to myself

ninjabrian: why did I do it?

ninjabrian: he didn't do anything to me

ninjabrian: he had a family

ninjabrian: he had a wife

ninjabrian: he loved people

ninjabrian: people loved him

ninjabrian: they don't know it was me

ninjabrian: at least he got to see some family

ninjabrian: I don't even remember his name

ninjabrian: I don't feel bad though ??

ninjabrian: why don't I feel bad?

ninjabrian: why don't I feel bad for killing someone?

ninjabrian: there you go world, I said it. I killed someone.

ninjabrian: my knife has some blood stains on it

ninjabrian: well, what was my knife. I destroyed it

ninjabrian: I had to

ninjabrian: the thoughts going through my head because of it...

ninjabrian: I'm insane

ninjabrian: talking to myself on a random web site when I should be in jail

ninjabrian: can people see previous texts?

ninjabrian: I hope not

ninjabrian: what is wrong with me?

ninjabrian: I can still remember perfectly the sight of his life leaving his eyes

ninjabrian: him choking up blood

ninjabrian: my knife piercing his skin

ninjabrian: him calling out for help to anyone that would hear him

ninjabrian: his screams in fear

ninjabrian: his proclamations of goodbyes

ninjabrian: the blood

ninjabrian: oh god the blood

ninjabrian: I still see the red on my hands, others don't, but I do

ninjabrian: I'm going to be sick

ninjabrian: I should go

ninjabrian left