The Nightmare and The Voices

Chapter 4 :Hatred or Acceptance

I stared at my complexion in the mirror and then my tears, my sadness, quickly turned into hatred. I hated that I couldn't comprehend them..I hated that they were apart of me. I wanted to understand them, I really do but they kept this tremendous secret from me. Yet, I still have more to discover about this "situation". Are they playing tricks with me so I can go insane or are they telling the truth, either way I'll find out. Even if they do or don't tell me eventually the truth shall rise, kind of like someone holding their breath under water, eventually the have to resurface for air. But in this case it's they'll tell me the truth or they'll get caught up in their own lies. Later on, I heard some distant voices.

"You idiot! How dare you tell him about his past?!? We're supposed to protect him, not harm him! We're supposed to keep him away from..well you know who." Said Death in a very quiet voice, I couldn't grasp one single word of what he was saying.
"Yes, yes, I know but it wasn't my attention to, I didn't mean to harm the boy. I-I just wanted him to..like me that's all. I just wanted him to find happiness again." Said the voice from earlier before, it's voice was soft almost like a mouse.
Death sighed and said mumbling,"I know Light, I know you want him to be happy but it's
not gonna happen if you know who shows up."
Light gasped, "No..no..not him, anyone but him. I rather but with father than to be with him." Light said in a low voice with fear and what have might seemed to be as traumatized.
Death sighed and said, "It's fine, it's going to be fine."

I couldn't quite grasp what they were talking about all I hear was pure mumbling. Although I was able to hear one thing. The second voices name, it was Light, his name was Light. Mmm ironic you have Death and Light. How strange, don't you thing so, I said to my complexion on the mirror while smiling and chuckling. Mmmm I may not understand you yet but I will, I said smiling and oddly enough happily. I don't understand why but I felt happy, I felt as if something heavy has been lifted off my chest. Haha, maybe I am quite strange after all I said smiling and laughing. Woah, I haven't smiled like this since my 6th birthday.

I remember that day it was May 14, 2008, it was a warm day. It wasn't too hot nor was it too cold, it was perfect. The birds were chirping and everything seemed great. I woke up to my mom cooking breakfast, she made chocolate pancakes, eggs, french toast, bacon, and my favorite strawberry banana milkshake. After eating breakfast I open my present and I got a stuffed Pikachu plush. I was so happy I jumped up and down so many times that the table was shaking, I loved it so much. I still have that Pikachu plush,its on top of my dresser next to the lava vibrate blue lamp. Yet that's all I can remember from that day.

I turn off the lights from the restroom and I walk down the staircase. The staircase made a creaking sound each time I walked on them, the stair case was cherry black almost like the rest of the house. I walk into the kitchen and open the white rectangular shaped fridge, I grab the milk and check the expiration date on it. Nope it's still good, I placed the milk on the table and then I went to the cabinet to reach for a bowl. I heard something fall. It sounded like cereal,I turn around and the cereal was spilled all over the ground and it spelled out the word DIE. I blinked my eyes and I started to rub them, I looked back at the floor with fear and when I opened my eyes nothing was there. The cereal was still in the box unopened and on top of  the table. I looked around to see if I could find any cereal on the floor but there was nothing. I saw it, I saw it, the cereal,t-the floor, I saw it, hahaha I'm not crazy. I had my hands on the sides of head while laughing and saying I saw it, I saw it the floor, I saw it. I tried calming down because I knew it was my mind playing tricks on me. After ten minutes I calmed down and then I eat two plates of cereal. I walked upstairs and went to my bedroom and checked the clock. Oh it's 7:40pm , I though it was still the morning, oh well. So then I decided to take  a shower and I went straight to bed after taking the half an hour shower. Ahh tomorrow is Wednesday, I should go to school, I already missed out the first two days of school already.