Thoughts

Will you?

Please don't fall into the trap of this place. It's a vicious cycle. You make plans, you give up on them, you graduate, you move out, you live with a few friends, become an alcoholic, and abandon the love you promised would last forever.
It happens to everyone here.
You have given up on a future plan. You don't want to join the military, and you think you can't go to college.
What does this mean for us?
I have seen it before.
And I wish you wouldn't make the same mistake.

This place is doomed for disaster.
The cycle will never end.
Do something with your life, and let me be with you.
I can't be with you forever..but I need to be.
I can't fall into the trap.
I refuse.
I'm leaving.
I'm getting out.
Come with me?
Don't make me drag you.
We don't have to be like them.
You don't have to be like them.
Please just don't be like them.
Let me help you.
We can come up with a plan.
You can be so much more than this.
But the question still remains:
Will you?

Let me help you. Open your mind. Get out of this town. And don't make me leave you here.
Don't break my heart.
You've stolen it, and I'm trying so hard not to let you keep me here.
I need you.
I need to be with you.
I need your forever.
Just not here.
And not like them. Never like them.

Come with me. Will you?

The problem is, I can't tell you any of this.. I don't want you to think I don't want you the way you are.
You're fantastic..
But you can be more.
And I want you to be.
For me, for you, and for us.

I just wish I wouldn't panic every time I want to say this to you.
I try. But I always chicken out.
I lie.
I say I don't know what's wrong with me.
I say I don't know what I panic about.

I love you too much. It's not good for us.

You need to realize this so I don't have to say it.

Take out a loan.
Figure out some way to go to school.
Talk to the army. They'll let you in.

Make a plan.

Don't drink.

But keep the things I love so much about you..
Don't let me lose you..
Please.

The world is huge.. make a future for yourself so I can have a future with you that is unlike the ones most people from here end up with.
They have no futures.
You have a choice. Don't be like them, but listen to me.
I want you forever. Come with me. Please.
Will you?