little sister // calum hood (EDITING)

TWENTY TWO

!!TRIGGERING TOPICS TALKED ABOUT IN THIS CHAPTER!!
clara
1/3/17 11:23 PM

unknown number: Long time no talk, Clara.

clara: who is this?

unknown number: You don't know?

clara: uhh im sorry i dont

unknown number: Well, maybe we should play a game to figure it out.

clara: listen dude
clara: thats highly creepy
clara: can you just tell me who you are

i thought about going in luke's room and sitting with him, i'd feel safer, but he could be doing personal things, sleeping, etc. so, i decided against it.

unknown number: You know very well who I am, Clara. You just don't know that I'm the one texting you.
unknown number: All I want to know is why you left.

clara: what are you on about

unknown number: Let's play Never Have I Ever.

clara: uh sure?

unknown number: You must send the number of 'haves' if you have done it, so must I. If you haven't, send an X. First to 10 loses.
unknown: Once you reach 10, you're out.
unknown number: I will go first.
unknown number: Never have I ever had kids.
unknown number: 1

clara: X
clara: bro if u have kids why r u texting me

unknown number: Your turn.

clara: ok then
clara: never have i ever had a sister
clara: X

unknown number: X
unknown number: Never have I ever had a brother.
unknown number: X

clara: 1
clara: never have i ever ran a mile
clara: lol X

unknown number: 2
unknown number: Never have I ever self harmed.
unknown number: X

clara: bro wtf

unknown number: Just answer the question.

clara: 2
clara: never have i ever done drugs
clara: X

unknown number: 3
unknown number: Never have I ever been married.
unknown number: 4

clara: X
clara: never have i ever been to a club
clara: X

unknown number: 5
unknown number: Never have I ever had a 2nd kid.
unknown number: 6

clara: X
clara: youre pretty bad at this
clara: never have i ever had sex
clara: X

unknown number: 7
unknown number: Never have I ever been left alone.
unknown: 8

clara: i dont rlly understand what you mean by this but ive felt alone before so 3?
clara: never have i ever been addicted to alcohol
clara: X

unknown number: 9
unknown number: Never have I ever gotten married to a woman when I was 23 and had 2 kids, the first names Luke and the second named Clara, and at the age of 37 my wife died in a car crash and I abused my kids.
unknown number: 10.

clara: what the fuck
clara: dad?

unknown number: Hello, Clara.

clara: bye
clara: go fuck yourself

dad: Hear me out, Clara, please.

clara: no! theres nothing to hear, you were the worst person thats ever come into my life. i have nightmares and anxiety because of you! i will never fucking consider you my father. after we left i became happy. its been almost 2 years and my life is great at the moment i dont fucking need you fucking it up again.

dad: I wanted to apologize. I know I treated you and Luke badly, and I wanted to make it up to you. Become that father I used to be. Please, Clara, give me a chance?

clara: honestly i dont know whether or not to believe you
clara: how the fuck did you get my number?

dad: I've always had it. And trust me, please?

clara: what do you want

dad: I want to be forgiven, given another chance, in person.

clara: fuck no
clara: how stupid do you think i am

dad: Please, Clara.

clara: why is it so important to you to become a father anyways
clara: you never were, and im fucking turning 18

dad: I was before mom.

clara: stop
clara: you want me to trust the person who fucked up almost all of my teenage years AND forgive them for doing so
clara: you HURT me, physically mentally and emotionally

dad: I understand.
dad: That's why I wanted to make it up to you, tomorrow at the old house? I'll make breakfast and we can talk about everything.

clara: jesus fucking christ
clara: i'll be there

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when youre dumb as fuck

HOLY FUCKING SHIT I WENT TO SLFL AND IT WAS THE BEST EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE I LOVE 5SOS WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO GO BACK SKSNELNDSONS