Becoming Cold

Part three

My obsession went in many different stages. I'll call them "Fanning Stages".

The first stage was when I fist saw him. I started to really like him and his videos.

The second stage was when I could never stop talking about it. It was still absorbing into my brain.

Then the third stage. That was when it was really everything you thought about. When ever I came home from school if I didn't have any homework I'd just watch his videos to make me laugh.

It came to the point where I wanted to quiz my IQ in my fanship. I looked up "SkyDoesMinecraft Quizzes".

I did several, getting a 100 on all of them, except one, but I still have no idea on how any one of them where wrong. A glitch maybe..

But anyway, my stages took a whole new level when one link came up.

"Not Just Another Fan Girl".

I immediately clicked it, opening it to a website called "Wattpad". I had no idea what it was, but I just read the story.

I fell in love with it. I actually thought it was real! I thought Nicole was a real person really telling her story on how she became Ty's girlfriend! Although I did wonder how she got Ty's point of view..

But that was when I found out it was what people called "Fan Fiction". I was s fascinated! You can make your own story about being with them!

But that made me realize something.

I would probably never get to be with my heroes. Never get to be one of them. The guys who could make me laugh any day I was stressed out.

I have never told anyone this before, but I remember one night in my bed, with Lucy beside me, I wept my eyes out bitterly at the thought of never playing with the fluffy, the mudkip, or Sky. I cried myself to sleep, something I recall I hadn't done sense I was 3, maybe younger. That was when I knew I had to reach my goal, or I would regret for the rest of my life.

I started a Wattpad account, only to able to comment to MissCierra to tell her how much I loved her story. Not surprisingly, I named my Account "OliviaLovesSnow", because that was what I called any account I ever signed up for, including "MovieMistakes.com" which I often used for Jurassic Park mistakes XD.

I then decided I would write my own fan fiction. But not a love story, for I was only 12 then. Back then the only fan fics I had ever read was Cierras and NatilieTheGreat's My Universe(Which was the first story I was ever put in. An amazing, exciting day:)). I had never read any adopted fan fics, which, now that I think of, weren't very common then. That's why I wanted to make a story I could feel, me being with my hero: SkyDoesMinecraft.

The line in the begging of the story "The brother I never had" Was actually a line i used on my mother while I was watching at the table.

That's when I started my first story: SkyDoesMinecraft's Little Sis. I later changed it to Sis.

I remember my first comment ever. I was from RachlexBudder. Her words where:

"Actually, I'm really enjoying this."

From then on I new I would never stop the story. Because, in the past, I would start a novel, but slowly loose interest, or I'd get "Writers Block".

But then I know I'd never stop. Because no matter what anyone said, I knew there was at least one person who liked my story. ;)