I'm not putting a dramatic background for this. I'm not using an eye-grabbing font. I just need to see this in front of me. It's been 5 months since we last spoke and every free second I still find myself thinking of you. Every time I see you and see how happy you are without me kills me inside. Was I never anything to you? Was a tear even shed when I left? I miss you but I mostly miss the feelings you gave me. It was the only time in my life I ever had felt life had purpose and felt the warmth inside my chest, and I wonder if it was all just a game to you? Were the feelings ever the same? Did you never love me? Were your promises made on whims? Was my heart your playing for the year? You made me feel for the first time and then left me without ever looking back. My heart is divided; I yearn for and shun your presence. I cherish and reject your memories. I love and I hate you. You leaf me deaf, dumb and blind and now I am lost.
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Lost and Lonely (#Wattys2016)
Short StoryJust somethings things I write when I'm in the mood or I am lost and lonely and depressed. WARNING: May be triggering. If so I'm so sorry and know how you feel. PM if you need help or something. ~ C
