Just for once I want someone to be afraid of losing me.
Just for once I want to be treated equally not like I'm different.
Just for once I want to be treated normal not like some freak.
Just for once I want to be free of all these thoughts buzzing through my head.
Just for once I want to look in the mirror and see a healthy beautiful girl staring back at me not some fat ugly monster.
Just for once I want to not have to pick up my razor and self harm.
But just this once I know that now I will never be able to change and experience the freedom.
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Lost and Lonely (#Wattys2016)
Short StoryJust somethings things I write when I'm in the mood or I am lost and lonely and depressed. WARNING: May be triggering. If so I'm so sorry and know how you feel. PM if you need help or something. ~ C