Moments between you and me (H2OVanoss)

Part 11 - Moving on

Hi all.
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(Delirious POV)
I watched Sydney with anger. It was her, who broke up with Evan, and he was devastated after it, and it was me who helped him up again.

"Back? You want back?" asked Evan and I knew it was time to go.

This wasn't something I should be listening. Besides it was a time to moved back to my home. I went upstairs to my room and booked a fly ticket. I could hear them fighting downstairs. Along the packing my things I texted Cartoonz.

D: Sup, bitch. I will be back in North Carolina in a few hours. Wanna help me move my things back to my home?

C: Sure! Call me, once you land ok? And safe flight.

I was almost done, when Evan came to my room.

"What are you doing?" He asked with confusion in his voice.

I smiled at him and put my clothes in my bag.

"I'm moving back, dude. What does it look like?"

"Nobody is kicking you out. You can stay here." I smirked after his sentence.

"Along with Sydney? No offense, but I would rather go." I grabbed my things.

Tell me, that you don't want me to go. Tell me, that you love me and I'll stay. Hold me in your arms and don't let go. Stop me!

"I'm just confused! She left me and now she is back, and you're here, and I don't know what to do." I did few steps towards him and kissed him on the forehead.

"I know. You have to sort things up, and I get it. You loved her and now she's back. Enjoy it, man."

I didn't want to be harsh on him, as well I knew I didn't stand a chance. She could give him more than me. Besides I wasn't completely in love with him, so for me it was more like fun time.

"Don't leave, please."

I walked passed by him and went downstairs, where Sydney was watching TV. She stood up and walked to me. After that she hugged me.

"Thank you for giving us a chance. I know you were here for him, when I broke up with him." I narrowed my eyes.

"If you break his heart one more time, I swear, Sydney..." I didn't complete my sentence, but I knew she got my message.

"Let me get you to the airport," offered Evan and I shook my head.

"Nah, thanks. So see you soon." And with that I went home.

I arrived to my homeland airport on time. I was surprised, when I saw Cartoonz waiting for me. I hugged him with smile on my face.

"Dude! What are you doing here?"

"Waiting for you ass. Let's go."

"So how was it?" He asked me with smirk.

"What do you mean?" I asked but had an idea, about what he was talking.

"You and Evan. Don't tell me that nothing happened." I laughed after his sentence.

"Yeah, but Sydney is back." I felt somehow sad about it.

"No way! So that's why you're back? He chose her?" I rolled my eyes.

"It wasn't choosing game. She just came and wanted Evan back."

"Dude, you weren't fighting for him? He loves you, doesn't he?"

"If he loved me, he wouldn't let me go," I instinctively answered him.

He helped me not to think about Evan all the time, when we was working on getting my stuff back to the house. I enjoyed that warm weather.

It was in the late night, when I got on Skype. I was a bit shivering, when I saw Vanoss online. After a few seconds, boys invited me to group call.

"Hi," I greeted them with my racing heart and tried to sound cheerful. There went the circle of greetings from everybody.

"Have you heard, Delirious? Evan is back with Sydney," informed me Marcel happily and I nodded my head. I got a private message from MiniLadd.

"Yeah, I know. Great, isn't it?" I said with fake smile on my face.

M: I'm so sorry, dude. How did that happen?

"So Vanoss, tell us again, what exactly she said?" Interrogated Brock.

D: It's fine. I'm happy for them, don't worry about me. How are things with Tyler?

"I said it already. Besides, I'm sure Delirious isn't interested in such things. Can we play now?" I frowned after his sentence.

Why shouldn't I be interested in that? I'm not in love with you, Evan, and I don't fucking care if you chose her over me.

"I'm interested. Why do you think I'm not?" I responded and caught myself to be pissed.

"I don't know. Maybe because you fled like a coward after seeing her." I sensed he was angry too.

"That wasn't escape, you fucker. That was complete disinterest fight with someone, who stabbed your heart and let you bleed!"

Everybody on the Skype went completely silent, just Mini responded me.

M: Awesome! He booked a ticket to me. We're seeing each other this weekend.

I smiled after that message, and completely forgot that Vanoss was talking.

"So that's it. Can we now play?" He said firmly.

"Ok," mumbled Lui and I started recording.

We played GMod, but from that footage it was clear, that me and Vanoss ignored each other. I was acting like he wasn't even there, and he did the same. The worst part was, that even our friends weren't enjoying it. After one hour we stopped.

"You two should talk things through," said Nogla and I frowned.

"Really? That motherfucker has other things to care of... hi Sydney," I hissed, when I saw Sydney coming towards Evan from his video on Skype.

"Stop it, Delirious. Face it. You're jealous," he shouted and I threw my headphones to the wall. I was completely consumed by anger.

"Go fuck yourself! Oh wait... Sydney can do it. And don't you dare crawl back to me, when she stab you again!" With that I turned off the PC and lay down.

Why am I so hurt? I'm not jealous, am I? I don't love him, I was just playing with his emotions. So then why?