Fading Memories (previously Moments Later)

Chapter 4

(Ok so congratulations to MARYandMARCEL for getting the song right! It was How Ya Doin by little mix! You guys should really check out her story it's so amazing!!! Now onward with the chapter.)

*apologising early cause this chapter curses a lot... so sorry*

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"Haz? What bracelet are you talking about?" Louis questioned me as I sobbed on the floor.

"You don't care. You never truly cared. Never gave a shit about how I felt. About how I went through all this hate on bullshit rumours that weren't real. YOU NEVER CARED. EVER. YOU ONLY THOUGHT ABOUT YOURSELF!" I shouted out turning from depressed to pure hatred.

"Harry. Please calm down. I don't understand..." Louis trailed off looking me in the eyes.

"No! You can't tell me to calm down! The freaking person I'm in love with doesn't even give a crap about me! I'm just a piece of shit to you!" I scream standing back up to my towering height and stare him straight in the eyes.

"Wait what...?" Louis asks, confused.

Shit. I screwed it all up. like I always do.

My eyes widen as I start to realise I told him I'm in love with him.

"You're in love with me?" Louis asks walking towards me with confusion laced in his face.

"I'm sorry.." I quickly apologise and I bolt out of the room running down to the children's waiting room since its the only one empty.

I told him.

I messed up.

It's all over now.



*LOUIS'S POV

He loves me?

He said it. I guess he meant it.

"You're in love with me?" I questioned him taking a few steps towards him with pure confusion on my face.

"I'm sorry..." he quickly told me and rushed out of the room.

I finally understood what bracket he was talking about.

The matching ones we got at Universal & Islands of Adventure.

'Be the Sanity, Inside of Insanity'

I didn't wear mines on my wrist case it would cover my tattoo but I did wear it on my chain, under my shirt.

Did that quote mean that much to him?

Did he think of me as his sanity?

Did he think he went insane?

I guess he did since he tried to kill himself.

He was always screaming at night about monsters attacking his brain and thoughts. Making him feel useless and telling him he needs to die.

I need Harry just as much as he needs me. I want him. I need him. I have to find him.

I don't know where he went but I need to find him. To tell him how I feel.

To let him know I feel the same exact way.

To tell him that

I love him too...

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Ok it might be short and sorta not make sense but I wrote this in like 10 minutes....

Sorry not sorry.

But thank you again to the awesome MARYandMARCEL for actually guessing the song last chapter!

Until next time!!!

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