Flashback

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school flashback:

molly's pov:

it is the first day of year 9. i bloody hate going to this heel of a prison other people call 'school'. i hear my mum call me to get into the car and go to school. kelly and i fight over the front seat but i get there first because i'm the oldest, obviously. the whole way to school she sulks but when she gets to the school gates and sees her friends her mood quickly changes as she practically jumps out of the car. she goes over to all of her 'squad' along with a couple of boys. its no lie she is a flirt but i'm totally different. whereas kelly is very popular and the most popular girl of year 8, im middle popular. i have a small group of friends but they are the best in the world. exept a girl called lily, shes a total bitch but i put up with her because my friends all do. i am not very confident and have anxiety when it comes to socialising but alot of people do like to talk to me supprisingly. last year i was a total nerd. i wore braces, had my skirt down to my knees, baggy shirts, to long blazer, a tie that went down to my knees, thick glasses, very curly and knotted hair, no makeup.. butthis year im different. i have decided to change my look and be the new me. now im a bit more confident and have a boyfriend i have pulled my skirt up, wore more tight fitting clothes, knee high socks, converse trainers, dead straight hair, makeup, the whole sha-bamb. i was looking very cute and i look better than i did last year so thats an improvement.

as i get out of the car i see heads turn

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as i get out of the car i see heads turn. is it good or bad, oh how i wish i could mind read. i clutch onto my folder and press my fingers into the side. as i walk further towards the school gates i get wolf whistles from behind me. okay so that must be a good sign right? as i make my way to the reception i see girls stick their noses up to me but boys are staring at me with their mouth oped wide. i don't care what the girls think because they are girls.. what am i going to get from them.. nothing. boys are who i am here to impress. i do have a boyfriend but he is a bit of a dick so why not impress the other boys?

after i collect my timetable i see i have got English first. as i make my way down the corridor i see boys and girls step out of the way to let me past. normally i would have to shove my way through but this time its different. as i go over to my friends they all compliment me but of coarse that bitch Casey makes a sarcastic comment. i brush it off and say ' hmm what wrong, you jealous that your crush just moved out the way for me?' i laugh and my friends snigger but she just gives me a death look. she was obviously jealous but that's what you get for being such a cow.

after a bit of catch up i hear silence then i realise it is the bullies. the few people that picked on me constantly for the last couple of years. i was afraid of them but when ever they said anything to me i would just ignore them, i was used to it. to try and hide i turn my back to the so hopefully the wouldn't recognize me and luckily the don't until i hear whispering then somebody taps me on the shoulder along with 'hey are you new or something?'. oh god. it was him. it was the boy that bullies me. zach.

as i slowly turn round i see his face life into a confused look. ' hold on, is that molly?' i quickly nod then just stand there awkwardly. he is staring at me along with his wolf pack of friends. jeez can this get any more awkward for me. then he says 'oh well uh.. you.. uh well...sorry for disturbing you then.' after he says that he goes back over to his friends. okay i'm sorry but did he just say sorry to me? in all of my years of school i have never heard that word come out of his mouth. ever. not even to his friends or a teacher.

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