Jack- I can't remember how long ago I woke up maybe a few weeks or so. But she will not awake. I tell them to move me away from her now that I have a wrist band labeled mentally insane. But they don't listen, no one will not even my supposed friends and family that seem like they are from a diffrent life. Like they new a diffrent Jack. A diffrent ME. I am not the same person. I remember bits and pieces of the old me but I mostly remember her. I don't remember much of the fight that put us in here but I know it must have been pretty bad. people visit less frequently now but when they do it's like they're hiding something from me or they just don't care about the new mentally insane Jack. one-time the redhead almost gave away something yelling something about Elsa's power but the group quickly shut her up. I still don't know what she meant and they shut me down every time I ask. I'm getting sick of them, sick of not remembering sick of everything. I've been feeling really warm all the time now which nurse tink thinks is bad because I supposedly can use ice magic she tries to get me to practice it. but nothing ever works. I don't even remember having them. I Ponder all this and more as I look out the window next to my bed at the starry night sky this is the only time I usually feel peaceful sitting in the dark no noises besides the one of Elsa's heart monitor. the slow beep gives me hope. For what I don't exactly know maybe just that she will be fine or maybe that we can ever live normal lives again. I look up at the Moon one last time before I lay down and close my eyes to the soft beeps coming from my right. but I wake up soon after to hear an increasingly loud fast paced beeping noise I looked over not realizing what it is or what it could be at first then hits me. the heart monitor! It only takes one more second before I'm screaming "someone help her please" doctors and nurses soon run in with a cart and go straight to work trying to restart her heart in all the commotion I hadn't realized tink was next to me trying to calm me down and now trying to stop me from getting up. The heart monitor Flatlines and I lose all control of my emotions and feelings and full on sob. Still trying to free myself from other nurses that now have me pinned down. tink now yelling telling me I have to control it. I try looking over at elsa again but there are too many people in the way. I look around the room and I see ice frosting the walls and floor I see it growing rapidly then suddenly the heart monitor resumed its regular beat but my own heart beats rapidly as I try to free myself, the whole room is almost frozen now and they start Wheeling Elsa out the door I hear myself still yelling "Elsa Elsa please..." my last words die out and she's already gone. She'll be fine she's alright tink says trying to calm me once again I suddenly feel very sleepy I slowly close my eyes and I black out
When I wake up tink is in a chair by my bed and elsa is gone still. I look up at the ceiling and around the room, sharp Jagged ice surrounds the room I look back at the ceiling and begin to speak but avoid tinks watchful gaze. Knock out drugs huh? I say. We had to give you a small sedative to calm you you've only been out an hour tink says. I pause before i talk again. I'm a danger to her I need to be moved I could hurt her I say. Jack what happened just now was not your fault she says. even so I think it would be best I reply. All right then your parents and I feel it would also be good for you to do some type of therapy and training especially so you can get used your powers again. Jack you need to stop acting like your powers are a curse they can be a gift you just have to remember, so are you all right with all this. yeah that will be fine I grunt out. Good then we will find you a room on the other end of the hospital tomorrow with that last sentence she leaves the room leaving me with an eerie silence. I put at all of my many bracelets and tubes coming out of my arm hoping for some distraction from this pain and feeling inside but nothing comes. It's late and I soon drift off into an uneasy sleep hoping for a better tomorrow.
Hey this was shorter. I will be updating either tonight or tommorrow morning though.
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Life Isn't Perfect (a jelsa story)
FanfictionA Jelsa story. a story of tragedy, heartbreak, emotions, hope , faith and most of all LOVE This story also deals with some sensitive Topics including mental illnesses, suicide and abusive relationships so fair warning. hope you enjoy :)