Life Isn't Perfect (a jelsa story)

CHAPTER 16

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Elsa-
I'm sitting by Jack's bed holding his hand. Rupunzal is also in the room with me. I look up at his face which is scratched and bruised. He really beat himself up. We hear a knock on the door. And Rupunzal and I look up. It's hiccup he walks in and asks how Jack is doing I don't awnser but Rupunzal does, she says he will be fine. Hiccup sits in the open chair next to her. The room grew silent . One of those quiets like after a big storm were all is silent after something so loud and frightening has just happened. There are many things to be said but no one speaks up. So I decide to keep my silence as well.

Hiccup-
I'm the first to break the silence asking Elsa the question we were all thinking. Did you know about his powers? Did he know about yours? No she whispers shaking her head no she says again louder this time.

Hiccup talking in his mind.
- rupunzal, rupunzal I know you can hear me so look at me. Rupunzal glances over but keeps her head down. What she says sternly. Well uh first I wanted to say what Flynn said to you earlier was way out of line. Thanks rupunzal says. And also does Elsa know about any of our abilities or not. Rupunzal replys No She doesn't know about any of our powers and I don't think we should tell her any time soon she's mad at all of us I feel like. Really why is she hiccup says. I'm not sure I can't really read her right now it has something to do with Jack though we should probally leave her alone. Yeah ok.

Hey Elsa I'm going to get going but be sure to call if anything changes. I will Elsa nods. And elsa. Take it easy your still recovering too. She replys softer this time yeah I will.

Rupunzal-
I'm going to head out too Elsa get some sleep not in that chair. Tink should be by any minute too. Bye. She returns the goodbye but I can hear he sigh as I slowly close the door.

Elsa-
Tink came in the room just as rupunzal said she would. She helped me wheel my bed closer to jacks. I no longer have an iv in my arm. But at night I still have the heart monitor just in case. Meanwhile Jack is hooked up to anything and everything. They're costantly pumping fluids and more blood into him because of how much he actually lost. It scared the hell out of me when he passed out in the elevator he was put on a stretcher and hauled away.

When I first woke up after the accident I demanded to see Jack but they wouldn't let me I thought it was because he didn't want to see me but I quickly realized that wasn't it. They all think he's dangerous everyone thinks he is crazy even his friends are turning against him at a time where he needs us all most. When I woke up I could remember everything almost right away. I was told things were not the same for Jack. Things came and went. He would remember something one day and than forget the next. I was also told the first thing he remembered was me. Not his own name not his birthday but me. Elsa is what he knew. I felt guilty hearing that. Because i woke up about a week and a half from when he did a week and three days to be exact. A week and three days I stayed away I could have seen him if I really tried, all I had to do was push past all the people saying no and walk to the other side of this hospital and I would have been there I could have helped him he wouldn't have gotten this bad. All that time he was a prisoner of his mind becoming a victim of his own demons. I wish I knew what he was really thinking all that time. I look at him one last time before turning my back to him to get to call by self to stop beating myself up about all this. But I know I can't stop myself my hands start to shake and soon I am crying hard. I should have helped you Jack I could have helped you. I say outloud. None of this is your fault none of it a raspy voice says behind me. When I don't reply he tells me to come over. I wipe my tears and crawl out of bed still wrapped in my blanket and walk the few feet seperating our beds. Then I climb up and inch my body closer to his. I'm to the left of him and lay in his arms.I look up at him and say... Jack? Shh he whispers and pulls me closer. I soon drift off to sleep but not before hearing a faint I love you from beside me.