Fearless ~ Luke Hemmings

Eleven

I looked over at Luke and I saw he had a huge smile on his face.  That has to be good right?  Before I could say anything my phone rang with more notifications, all of the boys and Elle had reposted the picture of Luke and I.

"Does this mean you're okay with this?"

"Of course I am Eva!  Why wouldn't I want to show off my beautiful girlfriend to the world?"

"I don't know I just figured you'd have to keep me a secret."

He furrowed his brow at me.

"Eva I never want you to be a secret, ok?"

I smiled widely at him, "alright."

"Now come on, I don't care what the rooming arrangements are you're staying with me tonight."

With that he dragged me to his room and we plopped ourselves on the bed, tired from the days events.

"I still can't believe all of this," I muttered.

"Can't believe what?"

"That a couple of weeks ago I literally had no idea who you are, and now here we are dating and going on a world tour.  It's just so surreal.  I'm always the girl that fades into the background, like I'm not completely alone but I'm not exactly popular so it's just weird thinking that someone as special as you even noticed me."

"Hey look at me," he turned his body on the bed so we were staring at each other, "you are so much more than what you see yourself as.  You need to stop putting yourself down because you don't deserve it.  You are who you are and that's why I like you, you aren't afraid to show your true self and that is an amazing quality not many people possess.  So please, not for me but for yourself, try to think more kindly of yourself."

I swear I've never smiled so much in my life.

"Thanks Luke."

"Anytime."

He ended our conversation with a kiss.

"Okay now I'm going to go put my pyjamas on and we are going to have a Harry Potter movie marathon whether you like it or not, so prepare yourself!"

As I ran to my room I could hear him faintly mumble something along the lines of what have I gotten myself into.  I quickly entered my room and just as quickly ran back out and all the way to Luke's room.

"You're ba- wait where are your pyjamas?"

"SO.  I walked into my room and Cal and Elle were in there talking and they looked really close and I didn't want to interrupt.  WAIT, is there something going on there?"

"No way, we're their best friends they would definitely tell us if something was happening.  Right?"

"Yeah, I think so.  Either way I couldn't go in so I'm going to need to borrow some clothes to sleep in.."

He tossed a band shirt at me.

"Um I need bottoms."

"Sorry, when you ask to borrow something it comes on my terms and I think a t-shirt will be suitable to sleep in."

"You are such a horny teenage boy Lucas!"

"Yes I am, now go change and come back so we can start this movie!"

Since he seemed to be in the mood to play games, I decided that two can play.  Instead of going to change in the bathroom I started to change right in front of him.

"Um, uh, Eva, what are y-you d-doing?"

"Oh I'm sorry, does this bother you?"

"N-n-no I just, I thought-"

"Well if this is what you are giving me to sleep in I might as well embrace it."

I could tell he wasn't expecting me to be so comfortable with the situation.  His cheeks were a bright pink and he kept trying to avoid looking in my direction.  I guess it was my turn to take charge of the situation.  I walked over to the bed, currently wearing only his t-shirt, and grabbed his hands.

"Luke, look at me."

 He turned his head and looked down.  I put my hand under his chin and lifted him up to look at me.

"Luke, why won't you look at me?"

"It's just, seeing you it makes me want to, to do things that I don't know if you want.  I mean it's only been a few weeks and I don't know where you stand or what you want and I don't want to ruin anything."

Aw, he was just trying to be a gentleman.

"Luke, do you even realize how attractive you are?  I have the same thoughts you do, especially when you come off stage after you play.  It's normal and if it's what you want, I'm fine with it too."

The second those words left my lips, he began kissing me.  His hands moved down to my waist and he moved so that he was hovering over top of me.

"God I've been wanting to do this for so long."

We continued making out for a while, both of us shedding some clothes in the process, leaving both of us in just our underwear.

"You're so beautiful you know that?"

"And you're quite handsome yourself."

I was smiling so widely.  It's been a while since I've been really effortlessly happy, but with Luke it just happens.  After that we decided to just continue with our movie night and we snuggled in bed with some popcorn.  We made it through the first two movies and then we crashed.  I was starting to feel at home on tour and I'm really happy I got to come.  

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Hey everyone!  I've been in a weird place lately so I'm sorry for not writing.  I hope this kinda cute fluffy chapter was alright.  I'm writing this while currently watching Harry Potter and eating a tub of ice cream because guys suck:( but I've finally started to be happy doing things by myself again and I'm getting back to normal thanks to my awesome friends.  So, just know I love each and every one of you and if you ever need to talk about anything I will always be here for you!

Love you all!! xxKassie