Poems From The Drèamer

Roses

WARNING THIS POEM DOES INCLUDE ABUSE AND SELF HARM! IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ SUCH CONENT PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS ONE, BUT JUST A HEADS UP THERE WILL BE MORE POEMS ABOUT ABUSE AND SELF HARM(and no I don't have no suicidal thoughts or tendencies just to clear the water). HOWEVER THERE WILL STILL BE ROMANTIC POEMS AND MYSTERIOUS POEMS!

Toxic black roses

Ripped pages of your love that was never spoken

Heart aches, beaten broken faces

Our love shattered on the ground, like vases

The love I said I had for you was fake everyone knows this

Don't trust me that's what your family told you

You stayed with me till you were no longer able to breathe

Trust was what you gave me, but when I abused it you wanted to leave

You ain't going nowhere, I own everything you do

When they called 911, my instinct was to run

I ain't never ran so much in my life

It was cold and windy outside with no light

But when life finally caught up with me I had no choice but to resort to my last option, a gun

Truth be told I was always like toxic black roses

I can't love anyone not even myself, everyone knows this

Red vibrant roses

Hundreds of pages of the love we should've shared

I just wanted to show you that someone really did love you, baby I cared

I tried to make you love me, I really tried everyone knows this

Trusting you was my choice, it's what I wanted to do

My favorite color was always a pale pigment of pink,

It also was the color of my face when you held it in water in the kitchen sink

I try not to dwell about those bad times though, because I know you don't like me to

But when it became a daily activity something has to give

I couldn't live my life not being able to breathe

Packing all I could, I tried to leave

You pushed me to the ground and told me you dictate where I go, what I do, and even if I live

So storming up to your bedroom, pulling out a chair a rope, tying it around me, and i let go of it

My face turning a beautiful red like bright vibrant roses

I gave you my all and in return I got nothing, and now I'm a clueless dead person everyone knows this

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Hey guys and gals make sure you comment opinions and vote if you feel like it! It's like 3am and u felt some creative juices in me flowing, so I let them flow to my finger tips. I most likely we'll have another poem posted today. Also please excuse me if I misspelled anything or used a word out of context.

~the drèamer✨