Love Isn't Flowers (Larry Stylinson/Niam Horayne)

Chapter 18~ Last Chance, Payne

I cried while writing this chapter ;-;
Don't ask why, I just am very emotional at the moment. Omg. They are actually counting my words. lelelelele. 

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"I wanna go home." I sobbed into Louis' chest, considering Harry had to go get something to eat.

Louis rubbed my back.

"I don't think that's the best idea, love. He's probably there." He murmered.

I got a burst of anger.

"I don't care! I want to see him!" 

Louis didn't even seem phased by my sudden outburst.

"I know, I know." He said, still rubbing my back which did help me calm back down.

"I'm sorry." I whispered.

"It's okay."

And I continued sobbing my eyes out. 

There was silence for about five minutes but I decided to break it.

"Why did you cheat on Haz?" I felt him tense so I decided to rephrase it.

"What was going through you're head?"

"I-I don't know." He said, his voice cracking.

"Oh no no, I was just asking. M' not trying to judge you."

"Yeah," He breathed, "Yeah."

"I'm- uh- going to go home." I said.

"Are you sure, I mean you could stay the ni-" 

"I have to face him at some point Lou. I live with him."

I said getting up. I hugged him.

"You're a great friend Lou." I smiled weakly at him.

"You are too." He smiled back.

"Tell Haz I said bye and I love him."

I hugged him one last time and left.

On the way home I thought of so many things.

Should I forgive him? Should I give him another chance? Everyone deserves second chances, right? But this is his third one.

I arrived at my house, sooner then later.

I slowly walked in and up into my room.

I was greeted with a smell of vodka and throw up which made me sick to my stomach.

"Lia-" I cut myself off when I seen him laying the bed, sobbing, and holding the teddy bear I got him a while ago.

Somehow seeing him crying, just snapped something in me.

I laid in bed with him and wrapped my arms around his waist.

He automatically whipped around and whimpered when he seen the tears in my eyes.

"I'm so so so sorry." He said.

"Am I not good enough?" I whispered.

He shook his head so hard and fast, I'm honestly surprised his neck didn't snap.

"You are perfect." 

"Then why?"

"He was just there and I-I was horny."

"So you don't have feelings for him?"

"Of course not!"

I looked down.

"This is your last chance Payne."

"I love you so fucking much." He said.

"I love you too." I cracked a smile.

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I think I'm going to make the next chapter long. Love you guys! xx