This chapter is still a tear-jerker. But you might smile too (:
Also I know some of these songs weren't written by them. Just go with it.
ALSO the lyrics are really important in this chapter so READ them. Especially Cher's.
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Tuesday was a lot of practicing. I had to get the lyrics down. The notes. Everything had to be perfect.
I decided to do only one song. Considering that this one song took me 3 hours to perfect. So another one would be too much work.
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Walking to chorus wasn't quite fun. But at the same time it wasn't scary either. For once I wasn't scared for seeing Liam and Cher. I was ready, for a fact, to get an A on this project. It was also the last day of school.
When I got into the room Mr. Rutherford was putting us in a line to go to the auditorium for the assembly that I was singing at. And Liam. And Cher. Oh god.
When we got there, Perrie and Leigh-Anne went first on stage.
They sang a song called Always Be Together. They wrote it. I thought I was the only one who wrote their songs.
Next it was me.
I stepped on stage, and everything went silent.
I started anyways.
I feel so numb, staring at the shower wall.
I made sure to start off soft. I made sure not to look at anyone as I was singing. I looked straight forward. I didn't think anyone was expecting this. No one knew Liam and I broke up. They were about to find out.
It's begun, the feeling that the end has come, and now the water's cold.
I still made sure to make no eye contact. I didn't want to see people's sympathetic looks. And I especially didn't want to see Liam's eyes.
I got a little louder.
I tried to eat today, but the lump in my throat got in the way.
I could feel people staring at me. I snuck a glance at Perrie and she looked shocked.
In this time, I've lost all sense of pride.
I've called a hundred times.
I could feel myself tearing up so I closed my eyes. I tried my best to get louder.
If I hear your voice, I'll be fine.
And I, I can't come alive. I want the room to take me under. Cause I can't help but wonder, what if I, had more night for goodbye? If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep.
These four walls and me.
I lie in bed, can't seem to leave your side. Your pillow's from all these tears I've cried. I won't say goodbye. I tried to smile today, but then I realized there's no point anyway.
In this time, I've lost all sense of pride. I've called a thousand times.
If I hear your voice, I'll be fine.
And I, I can't come alive. I want the room to take me under. Cause I can't help but wonder what if I, had more night for goodbye. If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep.
These four walls and me.
The music began getting louder, so did I.
Ooooh, oooh, oooh.
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