Love Isn't Flowers (Larry Stylinson/Niam Horayne)

Chapter 21~ Boy

This chapter consist of a lot of Little Mix bc I am obsessed with their new album.
Your going to need to know this for this chapter; in chorus you are allowed to perform whenever you like. This project is just more important. I am kind of picturing it like Glee Club. 

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I sat on my bed, sobbing my eyes out.

Why?

Why is it always me?

"I'm so sorry, Niall." 

"What did I do wrong? I-You're the one who cheated on me." I was already crying.

''It's not your fault. I think we just need to see other people." Liam had no sadness on his face. As if he didn't ever even love me anyways.

"Oh, I'll just leave then." I murmered, going over to my night bag, and stuffing my stuff into it. I knew Liam was watching me. I could feel it.

I didn't know where to go once I was out the door.

I couldn't go to Louis and Niall's. 

I didn't know the 5SOS boys enough to just ask to stay over there.

So the only person I could think of was my mum. I shuddered at the thought of her, but I still called nothing-less. I couldn't sleep in a ditch tonight.

"Hello?" I heard my mum's sing-song voice through the phone.

"Hey mum." I sniffled.

"Niall! Oh my, I have so many sorry's to tell you baby!" She sounded like she was about to cry.

"Mum, please come home." I cried.

"I never left, Nialler."

"I'm home." 

It was Thursday when Liam first did it.

All I did was cry. I could still smell him from the first time he slept over.

His side, that he always slept on when he was here, was soaked with tears. I only left there to do "important things". That's what my mum thinks they are. She thought eating was important but that was something I couldn't do. I didn't go to school on Friday. My mum wouldn't let me if I tried. My face was puffy and red.

I tried to hang out with Harry and Louis on Saturday, they didn't even know Liam and I broke up. They couldn't even notice. I tried to smile but it always turned into a grimace, so I decided there was no point anyways.

They still didn't know when I left.

So they also didn't know that when I went home, I cried myself to sleep wondering what I did wrong.

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Sunday consisted of the same things. Sleeping, eating, and crying. I made sure to turn my phone off so I could ignore everyone. Except my mum of course. She had changed a lot.

School on Monday was like any other Monday. Horrid. But mine was horrid times 10.

"Nialler!" I heard Harry yell as I was getting out of my car in the school parking lot. 

I groaned quietly before he reached me but put on a fake smile, something I had gotten good at doing.

"Yes?"

"Lou and I missed you mate!"

Louis nodded his head in agreement.

We were on our way to our lockers when Harry broke the silence.

"Is there anything you want to tell us Niall?" 

I quickly nodded my head no, even though I was pretty sure Liam told Louis and Louis then told Harry. I was pretty screwed. I was more screwed when I seen Liam walked hand in hand with the Cher Lloyd, a girl, down the hallway. I became confused when Cher came walking over to me, with a look of sympathy on her face as she began talking, "We're not on the "boyfriend/girlfriend stage yet. We're just kind of seeing eachother? Mr. R said we could all work by ourselves. Since, Ed moved and all. But he said since the project is to sing your feelings, he said it has be something going on with you."  She didn't even give me time to respond before she whipped around and left.

When chorus rolled around, I was practically shaking out of my pants.

"It's okay Ni." Harry comforted me. When we arrived in the chorus room, I noticed that Liam was now sitting beside Cher. I told Harry I was fine, but deep down inside we both knew that was a lie.

Harry and Louis both sat beside me.

When Mr. R came out, Harry jumped up really quickly, handing Mr. R some sheet music. They started whispering secretly. Mr. R nodded his head and began getting his piano set up to play whatever it was.

"So uh, Jade and Jesy helped me write this song for my good friend Niall. I have Leigh-Anne here because I can't speak fast." Everyone laughed.

"So here it is, the song called Boy."

Do you remember what he said? I do, he told you, he'd never ever leave you. Ooh here we go again.

Another break up, make-up, when you gon' wake up?

Leigh-Anne began her part.

I'm gon' be the one to call em out, look how many times he's let you down. When's he gonna learn to be a real ma-a-an. I'll be the one to say you're beautiful. One more word he never said at all.

I'm just saying you need to go forget that boy. 

They harmonized together but then it was just Harry. I felt myself look down.

Forget that boy. We know that boy ain't good enough for you. You're holding back tears in your eyes. That boy wanna fight but I never see him fighting for you.

He'll never realize what he's got until it's gone. Then he'll lose you forever.

Boy, you'll be alright. Forget that boy.

And then the song ended. I could feel myself want to cry. He was right but I know for a fact as soon as Liam says sorry -if he ever does- I'll forgive him.

But then it hit me. 

"Mr. R? Can I- uh sing two songs?"

"Of course! Extra credit!" He smiled at me.

I knew exactly what two songs I would be singing for the project.