Love Confusion(Rap Monster BTS)

CHAPTER 7

AVA'S POV(1 week later)

I couldn't believe I lied to my best friend. She is my only friend and she has helped me through all of my tough times. I can't even believe I came up with having a boyfriend. Like I know I will never get one and she knows it too.I rather stay the loner I am. Since she is my only friend then I have to tell her. If I don't I will lose her....forever. What kind of loser like me will ever get another like her. I shouldn't even say that she is not replaceable. I want my life to me a fairy tail and without her I have no life.  I rolled over to the side of my bed to look at the clock. It was 3:23 am and I couldn't sleep. I stared at the ceiling hoping it would put me to sleep. Impossible. Its been a week since I have talked to her or anyone and I have been depressed.

A-Hey,are you awake?

(5 minutes later)

A-Hey I need to talk to you

(25 minutes later)

A-Are you ignoring me?

(1 hour later)

A-I need you.

What did I just send? I just texted him 'i need you'. I sent this to Namjoon. He is going to have so many things run through his head. I pulled my covers over my face and banged my head on the wall.  After awhile I started to cry. It hurt so bad but I felt like I deserved it. I turned and twirled all over my bed and then I twirled off the bed hitting myself on the floor.

"That's not the worst that hurt me."I whispered. I had shorts and a v-neck shirt. I hurried and grabbed my jacket. I grabbed some flip flops that were under bed. I ran out the house. It was pouring but I didn't care. I ran to Namjoon's house.

*knock knock*

(5 minutes later)

*knock knock*

 I knocked again but he still didn't answer. Instead I ran all the way to Maddie's house.

*Knock knock*

Thank God she opened the door. I'm surprised she did though.

"It is 4:48 in the morning! What do you want?"She rolled her eyes. I didn't say anything. My head was down and I wanted to come in so badly. She saw a couple bruises on me and me crying so she immediately pulled me inside by my arm.

"What happened to you?"she asked.

"Our friendship. I am really sorry I didn't tell you the truth. Your gonna be even mad at me because I lied about the boyfriend thing too. You and I both know that I'm never going to get one. I have been in a lot of pain. I just want us to talk again."

After,she sat me on the couch and got me a drink of water.

"Wish Jimin was here to cheer you up with his abs. Haha."She joked. She saw I didn't care about it.

"Well,what is it. Please tell me the truth."she said. Without no hesitation I did.

"I have been talking and hanging with Rap Monster lately."

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Sorry for a short chapter

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